Experimental (Junkenstein X reader)(Lemonz)

akt.2 scene.1=exothermic reaction

  You remain locked in your position for a while, perfectly still, savouring the comfort this gave you. It had just been a simple kiss, and yet it had meant the world to your feeble state of mind. "Y/N, I was wondering, when we were kids did ya happen ta like me? I know, I know, we were close friends n all, but the way ya looked at me always led me ta think ya had a lil something in your heart that mighta wanted more." the doctor mumbles close to your neck, still pinning you against the wall with his warm torso. Your fingertips gently trace along his sides, tugging the sterile lab coats fabric between them. Timidly peeking up at him, still unsure how to answers properly.

"Funny that you ask, I did, I really doted on all you did back then. Jamie, you always were a so confident and smart, whilst I had no talent to offer. I admired all you did, every time I was beside you, all I wanted was to see that smile on your face. You even taught me how to read. " You admit with bashful words, your hands trembling as his grin widens at your stuttering confession "And now? Is any of that devotion still somewhere in ya?" Jamie whispers sharply, holding onto your shoulders with a brassy grip. The odd melancholy and sudden pushyness in his words startels you a bit, did that mean he had thought the same at one point? No that couldn't be, he always treated you as lesser to himself, he was probably just mocking you again. "I just- I don't wanna be alone anymore Y/N. I need someone here, with me. It's selfish I know, and yet, if ya still have some warmth left ta give; I'd like to have it all to myself." He buzzes into your ears melodically, making you shiver sheepishly.

You gulp harshly, your neck felt awfully scratchy all of a sudden, was he kidding you right now? On one hand, you want to comply, wanted to carelessly give your consent to just staying here. And yet, there was something wrong about this, all of this as a matter of fact. The offer appeared rushed, desperate, and almost possessive in nature; giving you deeply rooted concern for your own well being. Of course you liked him, you always did; but this was all a bit to early after all that had happened. "J-Jamie, I appreciate the offer, really I do. And even though I can't hide the affection I have left for you, I think something like this is a bit hastily spoken." You pause for a moment, interrupted by his high pitched laughter echoing in your ears.

"Silly girl, it's not like I'm asking ya ta marry me, just; grant me some company for as long as ya wanna stay here. Let me close to ya, just for a while, I need some human contact to not go completely mad here. It's so lonely." Jamison mutters entertained with your worry. These words give you something to think about, so that's the end goal, simple enjoyment without any consequences from outside eyes. You were bewildered with the idea of being used like that, with being the plaything for someone you still adored so fondly in complete secret. But it was a good deal, you could have a roof over your head and be together with the closest friend you had ever known, and in return all you had to do is give him the contact he needed.

You awkwardly shuffle in your spot, trying to make heads or tales of this. But quickly found you had little chance to decline, if you did, he would most certainly throw you out the door sooner or later. After all, you were no use except for company and simple tasks that didn't require extensive knowledge in whatever it was he was doing in this lab. "Alright, I agree. As long as you grant me a home, I suppose that's the least I could do." You murmurs timidly, your agreement making Jamie's mimic light up for a moment. The doctor leans down to you again, his feeble fingers caressing along your waist, a low purr echoing in your ear "Pleased ta know we accede in this."

Jamie steps away from you, allowing your breath to return to a standard level as you still lean against the wall. You wrap your arms around yourself tightly, head tilted towards the floor. This feeling, your heartbeat was going crazy, did you really just agree to this? Fuck, the realization was beginning to seep into your mind, well, this could end up disastrous. Helplessly glancing up at him, the redness in your cheeks burning your skin to the point you are unable to feel your face "Oh dear love, ya alright there? This doesn't make ya too uncomfortable, right?" He whispers, petting your head gently. You abruptly let your arms lock around him, pushing your heated face against his chest as that's as far as you can reach.