Love Will Destroy Us • «Hemmings»✔️

Chapter 28- On my own.

Song for this chapter: Right Now- One Direction

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Celeste's POV:

Luke and Ashton were out doing who knows what, and everyone else was out on a date.

"I'm so good at this game," Caitlyn commented. We were playing a dirt bike race game, I don't remember what it was called.

"You're good at crashing," I laughed.

"Hey, I'm much better than you," she hit my character and it fell of my bike.

"Fuck off," My character got back on the bike and passed Caitlyn. "Boom, bitch."

"Whatever," Caitlyn rolled her eyes.

"HELLO, GIRLFRIENDS," I heard Ashton yell.

"Well, we know that Ashton's back," Caitlyn muttered and paused the game.

"HELLO, BOYFRIENDS," I yelled back, causing Caitlyn to laugh.

Ashton and Luke appeared in the game room and we looked at them.

"Damn, you guys are tall," I commented.

"Yeah, Luke's like a giraffe," Caitlyn agreed.

"A very cute giraffe, I might add," Luke said.

"Believe what you want," I joked.

I noticed that Ashton had sat down next to Caitlyn.

"You're an obnoxious little shit," Caitlyn teased.

"But I'm your obnoxious little shit," Ashton pointed out, smirking.

"Stop being so cute," I rolled my eyes.

"How was your day?" Luke asked, plopping down in the spot next to me.

"I ate food and played video games. That basically sums up my life," I answered.

"FOOD," Caitlyn chimed in.

"Who's the obnoxious little shit now?" Ashton joked.

"Shut up," Caitlyn playfully punched his shoulder.

Luke claimed he was going to get some fresh air, so Caitlyn and I continued our game. Ashton eventually joined in, beating both of us.

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Luke had been gone for over an hour, and none of us had left the game room. I put the controller down and went to find Luke.

"Luke?" I called.

No answer.

"Luke?" I shouted louder.

Still no answer.

Huh, maybe he's outside, enjoying the day, like I should be. Nah, video games are life.

I walked out the door of the bus, and looked around for Luke. I searched behind the bus, knowing he wasn't going to be there. But he was.

And his lips were locked with a red head that I've never seen before. I turned around before he could see me and made a beeline inside the bus.

I crawled in my bunk and turned on some quiet music.

Luke and I weren't even together, I think. He hadn't asked me to be his girlfriend again yet, but I still loved him.

He told me he loved me, and I was the only one he loved, but apparently he's into red heads now.

I didn't know I was crying until I felt the warm tears fall down my cheeks. I didn't want anyone to see me crying, so I turned over and closed my eyes, still quietly sobbing.

"Celeste?" I heard Luke call.

I turned off my music and shut the curtain to my bunk. I pretended to be asleep, hoping I wouldn't see him.

"Celeste, I know you're not asleep," Luke opened the curtain to my bunk.

"Shut the curtain and let me sleep," I snapped.

"What's gotten into you?" He wondered.

"Nothing, I'm just tired," I lied.

"Bullshit. That's the excuse that every girl uses," he scoffed.

"Well, I'm a girl so," I retorted.

"Tell me what's going on," he demanded.

"I don't have to tell you shit," I hissed.

"Seriously. This isn't you," Luke pointed out.

"Thanks for pointing that out, Captain Obvious," I rolled my eyes.

"Celeste, tell me what's going on," Luke asked again.

"Maybe that red head of yours can tell you," I muttered a little too loudly.

"Cel-"

"No. You listen here, I'm done thinking that you love me, like you say you do. You don't, and we both know that. But, I'm not as upset because we're not even together," I explained.

"Exactly, so I should be able to be with anyone I want, but that's not what happened," Luke replied.

"The thing is, you made me think that you love me. I fell for it. This is what always happened to me in the past, and I'm fucking over it," I declared.

"But I do love you," he claimed.

"Okay, just keep telling yourself that, because it's not working on me," I crossed my arms.

"Celeste, I'm sorry."

"I'm done with apologies, Luke. I'm over them," I whispered.

He huffed and left the bunks, and I felt satisfied with what I said. He needs to get it through his head that I'm not just something to play around with and lie to.

Luke's POV:

What the fuck did I just do? I was just getting ready to ask her to be my girlfriend, again, at the show tomorrow.

I didn't kiss that red head, she kissed me. She was a crazed fan and I didn't even know her. She's obsessed over me, and I don't know why she did that.

She ruined everything for Celeste and I's future relationship, if there was one. Celeste didn't see the whole thing, the part where I pushed the girl off me and yelled at her, she only saw the part where the girl kissed me.

Wow, I'm such a douche. I told Celeste I loved her, and I promised it too. Now, I just broke my promise, kind of.

She's trying to hide her tears, and say that she's not crying, but I bet she's crying into either Caitlyn or Ashton right now, as they're both her best friends.

I wanted her and I to work out, but I guess not. I've been such a jerk to her lately, and I don't deserve her. She's a great girl, and I'm just an asshole.

"Luke are you okay?" I snapped out of my thoughts. I looked up to see Michael with a worried look on his face.

"No," I mumbled.

"What did you do this time?" Michael asked.

"How do you know I did something?" I questioned.

"Because I found Ashton and Caitlyn both hugging Celeste, while she cried," Michael answered.

See? I called it. I know Celeste thought that it would be better to hold her feelings in, but it's unhealthy.

I would know, and she would too. And now, I think she hates me.

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Hiiii :)

Luke's being a little shit ugh

-PaynesGirl