Adopted By Why Don't We||Jack Avery

Chapter 13: I'm Sorry

Sabrina' POV

Me and Zach were shocked at what Jack just said to us. Jonah had grabbed jack and lead him out into the hallway of the hotel. While the rest of the guys except Zach walk into their room. Zach comes up and I know can tell he's talking to me but I felt so broken on the inside. Jack knew how I felt about him or at least I thought he did. He was drunk and I know he didn't mean it or at least I hope not because it broke me inside really deep down. He was supposed to be there for me and he's already getting drunk and becoming aggressive and that's not something I'll be able to handle it.

"Sabrina?" Zach said softly

"Not right now Zach." I told him

"I understand but just know that I'm here for you." He said

"Thanks Zach." I said while looking down at the ground.

I hear him walking out of the room and into the room with the other guys. He closes the door behind him and I climb into bed and rather than crying myself to sleep I go to sleep because there was no real reason to cry. I didn't do anything wrong and while Jack hurt my feelings I know he was just drunk and more than likely he didn't mean it.

Zach's POV

I walk back into my room with the other guys and see Jack standing there still angry. I didn't want to start anything and knowing from past experiences he was just gonna forget everything tomorrow when he wakes up. That's a good thing about being the youngest, you slip through the cracks without being noticed but you notice everything going on around you. I wasn't mad at what he said to me but, at the same time we've all heard the saying, 'Drunken words are sober thoughts' I wouldn't blame him if he actually thought I was a horrible person. I know it's hard to believe but I have done some pretty horrible things. I know it comes as a big surprise to everyone but i'm not as innocent as everyone is lead to believe. I obviously don't want to get into that right now though.

"Jack listen man, it's wasn't what you think. Sabrina was in a bad place and you weren't there. I was there for her because she needed someone to talk to. You didn't answer your phone when she was having a nightmare or the shoulder she wanted to cry on after she woke up. Look I don't want to tell you how to act around a girl cause you're more experienced than I am in that Department but obviously you have some issues to work on before you and Sabrina can actually end up together." I told him before grabbing my jacket and walking out for the second time in less than an hour.

I know I should have kept my mouth shut but, I said what needed to be said to get Jack to understand that what he was doing wasn't healthy for him or for Sabrina. I care about her and watching her hurt herself or being hurt by others both physically and emotionally. Jack is unstable and until he realizes it Sabrina is gonna try to keep as much distance as possible and for as long as possible.

I walk out of the hotel and go to the park to try and get some space from everything going on. I sit down on a bench and I start singing softly because it was my escape as cliche as it sounds it was true. I sang every time things got really bad at home to tune it out or at least try to comfort Reese and Ryan. They have so much to get through and now with my music career getting even bigger i haven't gotten to be with them much. I try to call them but being in a different time zone than them causes a lot of conflict. I started singing Naked by James Arthur because this song for some reason was everything I was was going through with Sabrina.

Hey, you there
Can we take it to the next level, baby, do you dare?
Don't be scared
'Cause if you can say the words, I don't know why I should care'Cause here I am, I'm givin' all I can
But all you ever do is mess it up
Yeah, I'm right here, I'm tryin' to make it clear
That getting half of you just ain't enoughI'm not going to wait until you're done
Pretending you don't need anyone
I'm standing here naked