Adopted By Why Don't We||Jack Avery

Chapter 17: He Said He Loves Me

~Sabrina's POV~

It's been roughly 3 months since I last saw or heard from Charlie but it doesn't stop me from being paranoid. It's also been 3 months since the boys' fans had found out about Courtney and I, 3 months since I had last kissed Zach. It was now towards the end of January and me and Courtney had been living with Jonah's entire family and it's been great. Esther and I have also grown really close even though she was like 3 years older than me. Jonah's parents also eventually came around to the idea of Jonah being a dad to a 15 year old and an 8 year old. Corbyn, Daniel and I have also been talking everyday about everything and I finally got to talk to Corbyn's  girlfriend even though it wasn't in real life it was still great getting to know her. I also eventually told Daniel about Zach and me kissing only because it was practically eating me alive. He obviously freaked out because he knows that if Jonah ever found out he would kill both me and Zach. I also havent talked to Jack or Zach since we got back from Europe and a few weeks after we got back the guys had come out with a whole Christmas EP that was actually amazing. 

I had just about finished writing in my journal when Jonah comes into mine and Courtney's room, which was a spare room that Jonah's parents had. 

"Hey Sabrina how are you doing?" He asked me .

" I'm good. Why?" I asked him.

"Just curious and the fact that you haven't come down for at all today was worrying me." He said.

"Oh. Yeah. I'm just not that hungry." I told him, which was the truth. 

"Oh Okay just making sure you're good." He said

"Yeah I get it, I'm good just trying to enjoy the break especially after everything that happened in London. I told him as I got up from my bed to go put my journal away in my desk area. 

"Yeah that makes sense, you should really enjoy it cause in about 3 weeks things are going to get hectic again." He said while giving a small chuckle at the end. 

I look at him confused and asked him "What are you talking about Jonah?"

"Well I mean we are going back on tour in about 3 weeks and our first stop is going to be in Ohio." He told me 

"But it's barely been a month since we've gotten back and we already have to go back on tour again?!" I said a little angrier than intended. In all honesty I was excited but seeing Jack and Zach again so soon made me a little more frustrated than I should have been because I had no clue what I was going to do about that whole situation. 

"I know, I'm sorry Sabrina but that's just how this job works, constantly going non-stop. I know you're probably upset but it's not only for us but also the fact that there are people who also want to meet you." He said trying to make things better.

"Jonah do you realize that they only want to meet me because I live with you and I also talk to the other guys." I told him.

 "Look Sabrina this isn't about what you want but you supporting me and this band because it is now your family too." He told me with a stern voice.

"I know that but why should I have to subject myself to meeting people that are only gonna try to use me to get to you and the guys." I told him. calming back down but still mad about the whole thing. 

"Fine you don't have to meet them but you do have to come and support us. He said and then sighed heavily.

"I'm sorry Jonah, but it's been almost 3 months since I last saw my friends so I guess I'm also just missing home and a bit stressed." I told him 

"Why didn't you say something sooner Sabrina?" He questioned me.

"I don't know Jonah, I guess I was just trying to know Esther and you parents better and I decided that I should just keep quiet and pretend I'm okay." I said to him with a small sigh.