Adopted By Why Don't We||Jack Avery

Chapter 14: I Love You Sabrina

Jack's POV

I was angry at Zach for getting mad at Jonah but taking it out on me instead and telling Corbyn and Daniel everything I did or at least almost telling them. He was right though Sabrina didn't deserve me yelling at her and neither did he. The guys also deserved to know the truth when it came to me being done during the break and they deserve an explanation.

I look at Daniel and Corbyn and they look at me in confusion.

I sigh but before I could say anything Daniel speaks up, "What is Zach talking about."

Before I could say a word though, Jonah steps in and says, "Guys it's late let's get some sleep and then we can talk about this in the morning."

Daniel and Corbyn look at me one last time but listen to what Jonah says about getting some sleep. Corbyn and Courtney along with Oreo get the left bed and Jonah gets the right bed while me and Daniel get the floor. I know I should be mad at Sabrina for choosing to let Zach sleep in her room, but Zach, me and Jonah can't be in the same room as each other right now and Sabrina obviously doesn't want to be around me so it's best for right now.

I close my eyes and try to sleep but all I can think about is everything I've done wrong in my life, from Aspen, to the drinking, drugs, and all the self harm I caused myself and now messing up with Sabrina and Zach. I wasn't there for Sabrina when she needed me and all I do is yell at her because I'm angry with myself. I shouldn't have yelled at Zach he was just trying to help her and to be honest I can't be mad at him for yelling at me, I deserved it, I know what I did was stupid.

I get up from the floor and head to the bathroom. I close and lock the door behind me and while I know it's late I turn on the water and get undressed. I step into the shower and let the warm water hit my body. I wash my hair and my body and rinse off the soap I turn of the water grab a towel and wrap it around my waist I pull back the shower curtain and step out. The mirror in the bathroom is slightly foggy. I look in the mirror and I no longer recognize myself anymore. The fog made my reflection and disfigured and messy and that's when it hit me, that maybe that's all I am now a mess. I hated being like this and I hate having the guys judge me and then pretending like nothing happened because I can't remember anything that happened because being drunk.

I walk out and go to my suitcase and pick out some boxers and basketball shorts and walk back into the bathroom to change. I quickly slip on the boxers and shorts and walk out of the bathroom but I see someone moving and stop in my tracks.

"Who is it?" I asked softly. I waited a few seconds but there was no response.

"Guys you know you can't scare me. It's best if you just come out now." I said. Still no response and I look at the guys and Courtney all sound asleep.

"Alright fine you caught me." I heard and I instantly recognized the voice.

"Sabrina? What are you doing in the dark over here?" I asked her

"I came to get Courtney cause I felt bad that Corbyn has been taking care of her more than I have." She said but I could tell there was something off in her voice.

"I'm sure he doesn't mind taking care of her, I mean you guys are basically like our sisters." I said while turning around and flipping on a small light so the guys didn't wake up.

"I know but I feel like I haven't spent much time with her because of all the drama going on and I miss hanging out with her." She said

"I get it, take her and just leave a note for Corbyn and I'll make sure he gets it." I tell her