SADIE
A week later, I decided what I was going to do. I decided to tell Finn about my feelings. I was so nervous, but Iris had the best advice so I decided to follow it. It was just Sophia, Millie and I now, since the others decided to go home. I was home alone so it was perfect timing. I told Finn to come over. I tapped my foot nervously. Then I heard a knock at the door. Shit. He was here. I opened the door to be greeted with a friendly smile. I fake a smile. "H-hey. Come i-in" I stuttered. Finn came inside. "So what do you want to tell me?" he asked. I fiddled with my thumbs. "I- I um. Goddamnit Finn. I like you. I like you a lot! I'm an idiot and I hate myself" I cried. A look of shock formed on his face. That face soon turned into a face of guilt. Then I just knew what was coming. "S- Sadie..." he began. I smacked my forehead. "Cut the shit, Finn, I know you don't like me. Now just fucking leave" I said, holding my tears. My heart was torn into a million pieces. I was a fucking idiot. "I-I'm sorry" he said pitifully. "Just leave!" I raised my voice at him. I could no longer hold back the tears and they streamed down the cheeks. "GET OUT!" I yelled, pushing him towards the door. I shoved him out and slammed it shut. I sunk down and cried. I cursed to myself. I wanted to isolate myself forever.
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LYING • FADIE (COMPLETED)
Fanfiction"It takes a whole lot of lying to convince myself I'm not in love with you."