Vivian's pov
Outfit for the day ^
It's been 2 days since the incident . Jonahs tried to come & apologize to me . Zach wouldn't let him . Idk what got into Jonahs mind that would let him think it's okay to do what he did . Zach & I have gotten really close these past two days . He tells me that he loves me & that he's always gonna be here for me . I hope he's not lying . Zach & I are planning on going to the mall with the boys . We didn't tell anyone what Jonah did. So idk if he's gonna be there or not . Idk if I should forgive him or not . I mean like , idk if Jonah is a bad person . I always saw him as a good person . But what he did really changed my mind . It's 1:00 pm & we're supposed to meet the boys around 4:00 pm .
Zach : hey Vivian , why don't we go swimming ?
Vivian : uhm yeah sure uhm ill go get changed . Yeah okay uhm brb.
Zach : okay .I don't really like my body cause I'm too skinny & have self harm cuts & burns on me. I wear my teal & black 2 piece bikini . & I put my oversized hoodie on . I go outside & see Zach with only his swim trunks on .
Vivian : woah , his abs are freaking sexy
Zach : why thank you Vivian , he says chuckling a little
Vivian : shit , did I say that out loud ?
Zach : yes you did
Vivian : oh uhm haha sorry .
Zach : it all cool . Why do you have a hoodie on ? It's like 100 degrees out .
Vivian : uhm
I freeze not knowing what to tell him . I'm scared he's gonna leave me when he finds out I have other self harm cuts since the last time he helped me . I didn't stop after he told me never to again .
Zach : Vivian ?
Vivian : hm ?
Zach : why.do.you.have.a.hoodie.on?
Vivian: I didn't respond
Zach : you know everything you just said , you said out loud ?
Vivian: (while crying) im so sorry Zach . I broke your promise . I hate my body . Im so skinny & I don't eat & I throw up & I haven't stopped cutting & I was afraid to tell you cause I feel like you would leave me like my parents did 😭 . I'm so sorry Zach . I understand if you wanna leave .
Zach : Vivian , I'm never gonna leave you . I'm just upset that you self harm . I'm scared that you'll do something else . Please eat , it's not healthy for you to be throwing up . & I get that self harm is the only way you think takes the pain away . It really doesn't . Please , stop , for me . Vivian I don't ever want to lose you .
I'm in tears by now . I decide not to ruin our day & just take off my hoodie & get in the pool. Zach just stares at me .
Vivian : Zach , your staring .
Zach : hm ? Uh what ? Sorry , your just so damn beautiful .
I blushed .
Vivian : haha thanks , your not too bad yourself
We get in the pool & have a lot of fun . By now it's 2:45 & we get out of the pool . We each shower , separately & we both are ready by 3:15 . I'm wearing red jeans , a white tank top , my vans , & a gold bracelet . Zach wears a black shirt with white jeans & his red Jordans.
We get to the mall & immediately see the guys . Jonah is even there too .
Vivian : Zach , Jonah .
Zach : it's okay . Just stay by me & hold my hand .
Vivian : okay :)
We're walking & say hi to everyone . I just smile & wave at Jonah . Zach gives my hand a squeeze & looks at me . We walk & shop . I bought a shit ton of clothes along with the guys . Jonah & I just make eye contact & I always look away cause I don't fully trust him yet after what he did .
Zachs pov
Today at the mall , I'm gonna ask Vivian to be my girlfriend . Like make it official . We have already shopped & ate . I had already planned everything out with the guys except Jonah ofc.
Zach : hey Vivian , I gotta get one more thing . Wanna come with ?
Vivian : sure
Jack , Corbyn & Daniel all wink at me . I already made a bear at build - a - bear with the recording saying , ' hey Vivian , it's Zach . I want you to know that I love you with all my heart & I hope we last forever & even have kids . I want to spend the rest of my life with you . Vivian , will you be my girlfriend?' I hope she says yes.
Vivian : hey Zach , what are we doing here ? She says giggling
Zach : Stand here & close your eyes. I have a surprise .
Vivian : okay .
I go to get the bear I already payed for & I tell her to open her eyes .
Zach : open your eyes .
Vivian : Zach it's so cute ! I love it , thank you !
Zach : press the button
They guys are all recording already . She presses the button . As soon as it's over , she looks at me with tears in her eyes
Vivian : Zach ! I would love to be your girlfriend
I lean in & we have a long passionate kiss until Daniel clears his throat.
Daniel : uh hem , we would like to keep our food down , thank you very much .
We all laugh & head down to the park down the street .
Jonahs pov :
I feel terrible for what I did to Vivian . I really liked her buh I knew Zach like her & she liked Zach. I just couldn't control myself & what I did . I didn't want to hurt her or anything . I just don't know what got over me . I saw her & she just looked so beautiful . So I did it . & I hate myself for it . The guys don't know anything about it . & I don't plan on telling then . I'm pretty sure Zach & Vivian don't want to either . We all go to the mall & decide to shop & eat . Vivian just smiled & waved at me. We made eye contact about 4 times but she would just look away . Her & Zach were holding hands so I'm guessing they're a thing or dating . Zach tells Vivian that he needs to go get something & Vivian goes with him . The guys all follow then and see them at build a bear . Zach gives Vivian the bear & she pushes the button . It says stuff about how much he loves her & how he wants a future with her . At the end it says ' Vivian , will you be my girlfriend?' Vivian ofc says yes & they kiss . I have to admit , I was jealous. Buh they're cute together so I'm not going to ruin everything for them . I'm already a fucked up person for hurting Vivian . I'm just gonna stand back & let them do their thing without me having to bother them . I just want to at least be " okay " with Vivian & Zach .
Vivian's pov
Zach finally asked me to be his girlfriend . & I said yes . Man , I really do love this kid .Awh , how cute .
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