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zach & i had so much fun on our date. he took me out to a fancy restaurant & then he took me to this really nice place that had pillows & fairy lights & it was just sooo cute . we spent our time talking about so many random things. we even talked about what we did when we weren't together for those five months.

"look v , i'm so so so so soo sorry for leaving you . everyone told me how much of a mess you were & it broke my heart & i just don't even know why i did that . & everything i did with jenny i swear meant nothing to me . i don't know why i did that either . & when you would come to school trying to act as if you were okay i just wanted to run up to you & tackle you with kisses & never let go.  but i just couldn't find the confidence to do that . when it looked like you were starting to move on i wanted to just give up. & i saw you starting to get close to daniel . then you guys went out on a date . i was so devastated. i knew i needed to act fast. so i wrote that song. vivian,baby i'm so sorry for everything that i did."

he sighed looking down .

"zach, i'm not going to lie . yes i was so heart broken . i blamed myself for everything. i know i promised i wouldn't cut. i did . & i'm so sorry . & i promised i would smoke but i did. zach i thought i wasn't good enough . i did become depressed again & when i would hear about you & jenny my heart would break even more . i tried to act as if you weren't around me . & even when you were right next to me i wanted to talk to you & at least be friends . but i couldn't so i just walked away acting as if you were never there . i'm sorry .& about daniel i'm sorry . i knew he was your best friend but i didn't know what to do . zach , i really do love you . & if anything ever ever happens or doesn't feel right , we need to tell each other . deal ?"

"deal."



cute ?

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