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•vivians pov•

it's been about a week & we've arrived home. things went well at my parents grave. gabby & i cried while zach tried to comfort us.

i'm in my room alone. in my thoughts. kinda bored. zachs hanging out with the boys right now getting some shopping done before the 8 letters tour starts in march. gabby , idk where she is.

i decide to scroll through instagrams explore section. it starts off kinda depressing & stuff. a couple minutes go by & i get this sudden urge. this urge i haven't felt in soo long. my body moves from my bed into the bathroom. into the cabinet. ah ha. found it.

one. two. three. four. five. making cuts with each movement across my arm.

what was the point of that ? i know my depression hasn't gone away completely. i mean. how can it?? i clean up & change into some lulus & a burgundy champions hoodie.  i decide to call one of my friends & see if she can hang today.

NEWS FLASH !!

she can't. oh well. time to call zach. i'm kinda lonely & i wanna cuddle.
so i called him.

"hey zach?"
"yes baby?"
"where are you? i'm lonely in this big house that's supposed to be filled with five guys & two girls."
"we're on our way home love. we're almost there."
"okay hurry i want cuddles."

FINALLY IM GETTING CUDDLES!!! WOHOOOO

i wait in bed & take a small nap & decide zach will wake me up when he gets here.
i fall asleep & i swear no longer than like 5 minuets later 5 fat guys are crushing me.

"UGH OW GUYS GET OFF OF MEEEEE!"
i give them all a death glare.

" ugh. hey corbyn , jack, daniel , & jonah. "

"hey ugly" responds corbyn

the boys all laugh

"all of you out but my boyfriend"

they all leave & zach stays.

"hey baby"
"hey. i missed you."
"i missed you too mr.rockstar."
"aha very funny"
"oh i know" i sarcastically respond with a hair flip

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HEY GUYS !!!!

I KNOW ITS BEEN SUPER LONG BUT IM HERE & BACK !!

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