love and hate (5sos) (editing)

Floor 20 room 10

"You ready?" Ashton asked whiles I put my seatbelt on.

"Yeah.. I think so." This was it. I was leaving home. I'd never been away from my house for more than a day. It's going to be weird.

But a good weird?

The drive back was quiet, the roads were empty. Ashton and I didn't really speak. I was too busy going over what to say to Michael. Will he be pissed? Did I really upset him by questioning his idea..

"Man I'm tired!" Ashton finally broke the silence. We didn't go back to the arena we were outside a hotel. I looked at him.

"We don't live in a dressing room charlotte." He answered my facial expression. I didn't know what to say so I awkwardly laughed again. I felt stupid.

"come on let's get out the car! and into bed! oh erm not the same bed.." He said breaking the silence again.

I laughed at his correction of what he just said. He smiled showing his dimples.

We walked into the hotel the reception was so grand. It looked expensive. Only people with a lot of money could stay here. Ashton walked up to the desk. A young looking girl sat behind the marble desk.

"Hello Mr Irwin, how can I help?" She smiled at him but stopped when she looked at me.

"Can I have another room on floor 20 please? double bed with en suite."

"Certainly. I will have someone take your bags up for you." she looked me up and down.

"Actually it's okay I only have the one bag." I spoke out she turned to face me.

"Right ok. Here's the key. Room 10." She handed it to Ashton he took it and smiled. We began walking when I heard her turn to her colleague and say.

"What a slut, I bet she's sleeping with the band." I couldn't believe it. A slut? I've never had sex. I was one of the only girls in my year that still hadn't lost their virginity.

Ashton heard and put his arm around me. He whispered in my ear and told me to ignore them and they have a crappy job behind a desk. And they are only trying to make me feel like shit.

After a long lift ride to floor 20 we were stood outside my door. He handed me my key before kissing me cheek and wishing me good night. He walked off towards his own room.

"Hey Ashton."

"Yeah?" he turned around to face me.

"Thankyou" he smiled at me again.

"It's okay love." He walked off and into his room.

I opened the door and walked in to my room. It was massive. The bed was 3 times bigger than my one at home. I fell onto it. I was so tired. It had been such a long day.