love and hate (5sos) (editing)

The long drive

Charlotte's POV

Breakfast was great but the chilled out morning had come to an end. Turns out they had finished supporting one direction in London on the WWA Tour.

"Charlotte! Lottie?! Char..."

"In here Ashton!"

He walked into my bathroom, I was fixing my hair, I didn't want fans seeing me for the first time with awful hair.

"Hey! Start packing we're going to Europe!"

We? Have I just been invited to tour with 5sos?! Someone pinch me this can't be happening.

"I coming too?" I looked at him. Pushing my puppy dog eyes to the max.

"Yeah of course! You're now officially a part of our team!" He smiled again. Man that smile.

Before I could stop myself I had wrapped my arms around his neck. His hands were on my back. We hugged for a while and his hands slowly slid down my back. He was touching my butt. Ashton Irwin has his hands on my arse. My god in freaking out on the inside right now.

I think I like him.

"I've got to go and pack you need too aswell!"

he broke away from me and kissed me on my cheek.

"See you in a bit." I smiled at him. Butterflys were going mad in stomach right now.

Do I like Ashton?

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One hour later.

"Hey char? We're going now babe." it was Calum. Calling me babe.

"Okay I'm coming." I shut my hotel door and followed him to the lift.

We then went out a random back exit to a secret car park.

"Get in the van."

"Is that some sort of joke?" we were both laughing now.

"Ha don't worry it's our ride. It's a mini bus don't freak!" Calum said through fits of laughter.

I climbed in after Calum, ducking so I don't hit my head on the roof. All the seats were taken by themselves and guitars except the seat next to mike.

Great.

A 4 hour journey next to someone who doesn't even want to speak to me. I shuffled past him to sit in the seat by the window.

He didn't look at me he turned away and whispered something to Luke. Luke started laughing and to be honest I'm getting annoyed. Are they talking about me? I'm going to hate this trip, I can tell already.

One hour into the drive and I was bored. My phone had died so I couldn't even text anyone to entertain myself. I decided it was the right time to ask mike what's his problem with me...

"Mike?" I asked putting on the sweetest voice ever. Because he can't be angry at a sweet girl can he?

"Yeah?" He grunted not taking his eyes off his phones screen.

"Are you.. Erm.."

I couldn't say it. I didn't know what to say.

"What?

great so I'm getting one word answers. This is going to be hard.

"Are you pissed with me?" I looked at him. He sighed whiles locking his phone

" I don't know Charlotte.." He said my voice in a way like it was a swear word.

"What have I done?" I honestly didn't know the answer. What had I done?

"You tell me Charlotte" here comes the disgust in his voice when he says Charlotte. "I asked you to stay with me to get away from your mum but you said no to me. Then suddenly Ashton asks you and you're all up for that? like what the fuck?" He looks away again. By now everyone is looking at us. Ashton was watching me like a hawk I hated it.

"It wasn't like that mike." I stuttered. Tears threatening to spill any moment now.

"Hey guys. We've pulled over at a service station so we can get a drink and stuff." Ashton thankfully interrupting our conversation.

"Oh good I really need a piss!" Calum ran out of the bus.

"Oi wait up lad!" Luke shouted running after him.

Mike just undid his seat belt and marched off the bus.

I cried. I don't know why I never cry. But I had hurt him and I felt so bad.

"Hey babe don't cry ay? it's alright." Ashton cooed.

"No it's not... It's not alright.." I got up and walked off the bus.

I need some Ice tea.