love and hate (5sos) (editing)

Train

Ashton's POV

"Lottie!"

I heard her laugh come through the corridor. I ran towards the sound of her voice.

"Yessss ashtonnnnn?" she shouted and continued laughing.

I stopped running when I saw who she was with.

"What are you doing with him?" I said flatly.

"We went and got food. Is that okay?"

Suddenly I felt bad for asking.

"Yeah ash that okay mate? I didn't hurt her! I wouldn't do that." He smiled at me knowing he's winding me up.

I didn't answer him because saying nothing showed how I felt.

"I'm going to find Calum." lottie said flatly before pushing past me and walking into the dressing room door.

"What's your problem?!" mike shouted before I could walk off.

"Me? your the one who's drinking and disappearing right before we go on stage!" I shouted back in his face.

"I don't care it's my life!" We were both yelling now.

"What about the fans? We had to make up shit because you weren't here." I pushed him out my face.

"Get out of my way Michael." I walked past him towards the car.

I texted Luke telling him I'm going back to the hotel.

Charlotte POV

"Calum?" I shouted walking through the dressing room door.

"He's on the sofa." Luke pointed towards the sofa and Calum was lying down on his phone.

"Hey babe you okay?" He locked his phone and looked at me.

I sat on his waist so I was on top of him.

"I'm great thankyou!" I smiled back and pecked his lips briefly.

"Aw you guys are so cute!" Liam shouted like a 12 year old girl and sat on the opposite sofa.

Next second Calum is picking me up by my waist and throwing me on the sofa right by him. He sat up and put his arm around me.

"Aw thanks luke.." I replied in the same 'annoying 12 year old tone.'

Luke wasn't listening though he was looking at his phone.

"Shit" Luke mumbled to himself.

"What's up luke?" Me and Calum were both watching him now.

"What?" Luke looked up obviously not listening to us.

"What's wrong?" Calum asked in his 'serious' voice.

"Ashton and mike has argued and Ashton's gone back to the hotel."

He put his phone in his back pocket then rested his elbows on his knees. leaning forward and looking at the floor.

"What you thinking about luke?" I asked him.

"What I can do to fix this mess and this band!" he stood up and walked out the dressing room.

I've done this to you guys." I stood up paced around the room.

"Char don't, it's not you!"

"Your lying. you know it's me." I stopped and faced him.

"Well the argument was started by you but.."

"Exactly so why'd you lie to me?"

"Char come on let's not argue as well!"

"Answer my question then."

"I lied to you because.... Because I didn't want you to feel bad about causing the argument."

"Awesome, well I'm going to leave so you guys don't argue anymore."

And with that I walked out. I got a lift with some body guard to the hotel.

I packed my bag and left the hotel.

France was a weird place. I never been before now. I looked around for a ATM machine so I could take some money out for the train back to London.

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"One single ticket to London, s'il vous plaît."

"Certainly madam" the women said in a strong accent

"Merci."

I walked onto the cabin and looked around for a free seat I found a window seat and sat down.

The window looked out onto the platform. I could see families and couples saying goodbye to one another.

After a while the view became blurry and the train was on it's way.

I'm going home.