Bullied by the Boys (26MGMT) Fanfiction

Eight

Hazels POV

I needed to wrap my arm so no one sees what I did. I don't want the guys to harass me anymore especially because I'll be going to school with Nash.

(Next day)
We're now going to the event and we're on the plane. My head is chanting a million things.
"I don't wanna be here I don't wanna be here"
"Ew look at that guy"
"Just jump off this plane"
"I can't wait til I get my license and legally drive myself off a Cliff"

Yeah^ those were my thoughts.

We landed now and we're heading to our hotel. This is so awkward because I feel like the guys are awkwardly being kind to me when other people are around but when we're alone they just go all whack on me. Wow that was a breath taker.

Mr. Grier said he had the room arrangements. Oh gosh I wish I could just stay in a room by myself.

"The rooms are gonna be Hayes and I, Cam and Carter, Nash and Hazel."

Oh great. Someone take a fork and stab me in the eye. Take my eye out and freeze it. Then feed it to a dog.

Is rather be dead than having to share a room with Nash. All I got was a small smirk from him then he looked mischievously at the guys.

I'm also a bit scared to share a room with him, after all I don't even remember how I got knocked out the other day.

(Later in the hotel room)

I got to the room first and put my stuff on the bed nearest to the window so if Nash tried to start a fire I could just jump out. I heard footsteps and then a card swipe. I knew it was him.

I don't even make I contact with him. I guess I'll let him talk to me if he has anything to say.

"I hope you don't snore like a jackass.", he said.

I didn't answer.

"Are you deaf? or stupid? oh my bad it's probably both.", he exclaimed once more.

"CAN YOU PLEASE QUIT BEING SO RUDE TO ME!", I shouted, "I didn't know being with you guys would be a living hell! I already told your dad that after this event I'm gone. I go home and things will go back to normal. I won't have to suffer you until the fall."

"The fall?"

"Yeah didn't you know I'm moving close to you guys because my dad's job got transferred. Now I have to go to the same damn school that you go to.", I said.

"Wait...you can't be serious.", He said.

"Well sorry if this ruined your life now."

"You better not try to hang with me.", he muttered.

"Yeah as if I would wanna be caught hanging with a dog."

He didn't respond to my last comment. I didn't mean to be rude. I just really want to go home.

"Maybe you should just kill yourself so we don't have any problems.", he said.

Normally when people say rude things to me I run it off. But being suicidal for 3 1/2 years really made that comment jerk in my head. I stared at him after he said that until he looked away.

Once again I took the makeup bag and went into the bathroom making sure Nash didn't see. He saw me go in but I hope he didn't have any predictions.

This time I didn't care. I really did want to kill myself but I knew I couldn't do it yet. I sliced 2 big ones. One for being worthless and two for ruining Everyone's life.

Wow I didn't mean to go that deep. Man it was bleeding a LOT. And I mean like Niagara Falls. Ok...not that much but I know I need stitches. I take a towel and wrap my arm. I sneak out of the bathroom and try to get out the door. (The Bathroom and mail door are right next to each other so not that far to go)