Bullied by the Boys (26MGMT) Fanfiction

Forty-one (pt 1)

Guys so if you haven't noticed... I usually update every night 😂✌️ thanks for reading. Oh and sometimes I update 1-3 times a night 😂 usually just 1 though

BTW PART 1/2 is posted this morning. And 2 will be posted by tonight so remember to come back and read!

Nashs POV

Hazel is coming over soon and I'm not sure how this barbecue slash dinner will turn out.

Jaden keeps asking me to hang out, but I always lie and say I'm busy. Cam and Carter are here too. I hope Hazel doesn't mind. Gosh. I just need to forget about that bitch.

Hazels POV

Well we're at the Grier's house and to be honest I'm really upset.

1) because of Nash

2) Carter and Cam may be there

3) I can't stop thinking about Tay

My mom knocked on there door and Nash (oh great) opened it and said "hey nice to see you guys, come in"

And by "you guys" he basically meant my mom and Nick.

They walked in before me passing Nash and I just meekly shuffled past him without making eye contact.

"Bro nice to see you" Cam and Carter said to nick as they bro shaked.

They saw me and kinda paused but I went to see Mrs. Grier with my mom.

Courtney sent me some stuff about Tay and turns out, Tay had a lot of videos she privately made and was sending to her closest friends apparently. Instead of a suicide note, it was more like a suicide video.

The boys were all upstairs thank God.

"Nice to see you sweetie" Mrs Grier said.

"You too! thanks for having me"

"No problem. The boys are upstairs if you want to hang with them"

"Nah I'm good down here" I said.

They went on the back porch but I went to sit on the grass with my MacBook and watch the videos.

"Mom I'm gonna watch the video Tay prepared for me"

"Ok honey. Tell me if something is wrong or if you aren't feeling okay"

"Ok"

I walked away in the background I heard...

"Yeah one of her closest friends in South Carolina sadly Committed Suicide." My mom said.

"Oh that's just awful" I hear Mrs. Grier say.

So I plopped down and put my headphones (Light Blue Beats) on.

The first video... Tay was crying and said...

"Hazel. I love you so much but I can't do this anymore. Why did Todd kill himself? He didn't leave a note or anything. Instead, I'm leaving videos for you and Courtney. Courtney doesn't know how I'm doing it. Only you do. My plan is...I'm gonna take these right here. This is Morphine and OxyContin. My sister got these pills when she had her baby" (don't worry her sister is in her late twenties) "she never used these pills at all but they were still in our cabinet. I read that there are 80-90 pills in each bottle so if I take about 50-50 I'll probably be dead. I'll probably take more just to be sure. PLEASE don't forget that I love you. Everyone always told me to do what makes me happy, and now I am. And if you want me to be happy, than you'll understand. I also thought of other methods of suicide. I considered Indirect Suicide which is doing an action that has a potential of killing me. For example I could join the military knowing that there is a possibility of me dying or getting wounded. I love you very much and I'll have more videos but this is the first video so far. I love you lots. And if you miss me. Then maybe you can join me in Paradise too. Don't think you have to at all. I'm just suggesting this if you really can't do it anymore like me. I think I've finally convinced myself that it's alright to take my own life. I love you so much Hazel" -video ended-

I hear the boys from the open windows.

There are tears rolling Down my eyes.

The boys were coming outside but before I was gonna leave and get away from them, I decided to call Courtney and tell her what happened while it's still on the top of my mind.

-calling Courtney-

"Hey did you watch the video Tay sent you?" I ask

"Yeah what did she tell you?"

I hear the door open and now the boys are outside, but I ignore them.

"She told me how she killed herself."

Nashs POV

We went outside and Hazel was talking on the phone.

"She told me how she killed herself" what? How can someone tell you how they killed themselves if they're dead... Wait...what?

"Guys shhhh what's Hasel talking about" I say. We all quietly listen.

GUYS THIS IS PART 1/2 of this chapter