she starts screaming in my face
reminding me of all the things i did wrong
my inner demons somehow find joy
as i look down while my eyeglasses fill with tears
my shaking hands start feeling sweaty
it's getting hard to see her cursing
because the only thing my eyes are willing to do
is to cry endlessly
yes mom, i know
i know i'm a burden
i know i can't do anything right
that's a mantra for my mind
i locked myself in my room
and i can't understand where did i go wrong
maybe i should just leave
maybe i should be gone.
