it's 1 in the morning
and as usual, i can't sleep
the music is so loud
it almost makes me forget all about you.
you said you were tired
my heart repeats the same thing
my mind is so confused
because all of my thoughts belong to you.
the stars seem to be my only friends
my sanity is standing on the edge
because i can't seem to get
why did i fall for you?
your voice sounds like a broken record inside my head
playing songs i can't listen to without thinking about you
my heart is shattered
and you don't seem to care
my eyes close trying to keep my tears inside
i want you to stop hurting me
and i'm so sorry
but my heart loves the pain
i guess all the angst teenage movies were right
love really hurts
but i didn't buy it
until i came to the realization you really break everything you touch
and my heart and mind were not the exception
i'm still scared, you know?
i'm scared of how you make me feel
it's like a beautiful pain burning inside my chest
it's 2 in the morning now
and i have a jet black heart
beating for you and everything you do
even though it's shattered because of you.
