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Resuming.....

the third scandal broke

they say once the countdown begins it wont stop until the count of three

so here I'm on the state of THREE..

Maybe my classmates are jealous that an ugly fat girl had the preposterous ability to attract opposite gender
Poor ladies didn't know I was poor in the subject of flirting
And moreover I vowed that I be dead before I loose my virginity.

The male who said 'I don't want to be a our friend', was the only guy-friend who gave me a gift on my birthday.

Yet I had to throw it to fire because my begotten one thought it was rude and I did what she expected of me.

And for my worst luck to lapse, friends whom I think are mine don't even remember my day,
To even be gifted a card is as imaginary as mirage.

I entered Highschool in the city planes, though it wasn't perfect it wasn't uneventful and finally I found a few friends whom I could cherish for real.

All I wanted in my life was to pursue my passion
My desire.

But Fate had...
Or should I say my begotten ones had a complete set of effective plan in their armoury
I wasn't prepared enough to retaliate hence I surrendered

I'm living a dream my begotten ones could not pursue
Thus I ended up in the school of physicians.

I wished I could make a new start
I expected to meet
New friends
New people
New environment

Yet I witnessed a slow paced hour Glass and Slugs to endured for coming six years of my life.

If it wasn't enough of an insult
The chaos of mundane hours
Least bothersome quarrels to settle

I was an utter failure as class representative
That's when I knew I wasn't meant to lead
To cherry on the top

An Alienated string of quotes to memorize
Just cause.

Feminism was at it's peak
Why I stated as feminism rather than ladies,
Because they're attitude was so illiterate kind
I was amazed at their behavior
That "Wah, they joined the Grad school of physicians, to upgrade as Savior in Society, yet all I could palpate in them was Future uncompromising House-wives"

Oops, error to be corrected
Home-makers

Yes the populace of women in class turned me into misogynist.
Thought I would receive some help from opposite sex but
Lo,
They had totally different kinda mask to wither off
I always dissed my sire to be the total waste of space, yet behold the fifteen walking garbages walking the earth, weighing their weight on poor dear earth for the assholes they were.
I can never forgive or forget them for their conspiracy,
Never erase their vileness.

I did the only reliable method to avert from these aspirations
Silence-Withdrawal-Blind eye.

Throughout my childhood I was asked accept silence and I practically wasn't a tantrum or havoc creator for the justice

I embrace silence and work twice as hard to prove my point.
I might have lost the battle
But I always win the war
The class was on set on chaos when reality hit the face
I withdrew into my Hermitage
From this loudness of nothing

I wanted to be nobody but turned out as Sleeping 'Witch' of the year in academia
Yes, I cried to sleep for my failures
And dozed off in the havoc of morning lectures

Solemn to my surroundings I drifted off to darkness of closed eyes.

Which became a hot topic for the institute

A girl who sleeps the morning.

What a pathetic waste of my youthful years.

A/N :Double update, because my mind is wandering to Neverland
Thank you for reading so far
Means a ton to me.