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Dedicated to TinyDreamCatcher
Song : So far away by Martin Garrix and David Guetta

I'm trying to remember...

Never will the night sky shine so brightly since the time you smiled up at the infinity. Stars want to wear your smile on their pearly lips as they know they would heal a thousand souls.

In this density of dark ocean
Where I'm only drowning due to lack of lifeline
You are the pearl which shines so bright,
Even though I found you in the depth
I found the solace of nothingness in this suffocation.

I'm checking the pulse of the patient, the minute hand is ticking away, the number of beats per minute
On cross checking the seconds passing away I was caught off guard when the minute hand reverted back by two seconds on every beat

What is happening?

The TITAN is low on battery

Sigh~

It was a gift from my mother dear, for getting through medical college in the year twenty twelve.

Yeah I've hold onto it for past six years, quite patiently it had served me with it's time no matter how rudely I behaved with it.

And now I'm feeling it's time to let go, it's been more than half a decade now I wanna cherish it as 'antique' or forgotten one.

It's time to start afresh

But my darling, you stopped me, only you have the power to alter my decisions and I love it when you give me your opinionated thought process

You said,
"How can you let go of long standing bond just over a fact that it lost it's functioning? Why don't you want to work for it to function like before or at least give a chance to breathe"

My beloved, if it ain't you I would never give two pence for what anyones thought on my life choices.

I accepted your opinion and got my TITAN repaired, or more like gave it a chance to breathe again

A chance to bond all over again.

Now when I glance at the time reading on my TITAN I smile; the new formed bond is in your name, love
Time that I spend with you
Time when I share with you
Time, how I fell for you

Time,

Played a huge part in my life, ever since you stepped in.

Should I be grateful or thankful?

I know not.

But promise you my love, I cherish every single moment I share with you are the best moments in quarter of century of my dull life

Pearl in the abyss of nothingness : that's how special you are to me.

I want you to take credits for your patience with me

I know I'm not worth of your time, it's an honor that you hear my rants.

I donno who else would hear out me moreover who else I can trust enough to say my feelings, even though they are irrelevant most of the time.

Cheesy as it may seem,

I love you.

I donno how else to express my feelings in words anymore than to chant 'I love you'

Though it scares me, you would find my cons and turn your back.

Though I can't promise unicorns and rainbows all I can assure is,
If you ever want a shoulder to lean on
I am here, waiting patiently for you to turn back to me.

I would never step back, my beloved.

You gave me hope to live until I meet you in person

Selfish I may seem
But nothing else promises me to wait for tomorrow

So yeah, be there until I meet you
Survive for me please.

Oh, love
How I miss you every single day
When I see you on those streets
Oh, love
Tell me there's a river I can swim that will bring you back to me
'Cause I don't know how to love someone else
I don't know how to forget your face
No, love
God, I miss you every single day and now you're so far away

So far away

Is how I seep into you, my love!