Undiscovered Feelings (Shizaya FanFic)[Under Revision]

八 [ Hating ]

A/N: School is such a dragggg -_-.

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Update 8: Izaya Orihara, Hating.

Kanra joined in the chat room

Kanra: Guys! ( ' ▽ ' )ﾉ

Tanaka Taro joined in the chat room

Tanaka Taro: Oh, hi!

Setton joined in the chat room.

Setton: Domo.

Kanra: Uhm, any new happenings? You see, I'm kinda off these days (＞人＜;)

Setton: Nothings new, except for the color gangs that scattering around beating innocent people.

Kanra: Oh I see? How 'bout Shizuo Heiwajima?

Setton: Specifically?

Kanra: Yeah, problem there?

Setton: No.

Tanaka Taro: Guyssssss! I just saw Shizuo-San beaten up in the floor. I must call an ambulance.

Setton: What? I'm off. Bye!

Kanra left the chat room.

Tanaka Taro: Whoah! Kanra-San was fast. Bye!

Tanaka Taro left the chat room.

Setton left the chat room.

There's no one left in the chat room.

Izaya rush outside and went straightly to Ikebukuro. He was worried! Worried as shit! His mind's in war. Should he be worried? Should he be rejoice? What? But moreover what's dominating now was the side that he was so much worried! not because he should be the one who should kill Shizuo, NO! but because he don't want Shizuo to die!

Izaya saw Celty driving fast to north. 'It's definitely where Shizu-Chan' he thought.

He run to that direction and there! Shizuo was lying in the floor, coloring the snow red. Celty shakes him.

"Shizu-Chan" He call, unexpectedly with a concern tone. The blonde's eyes suddenly shut open, He was trying to stand up and he stumble a little.

Celty tug his shirt "Don't interfere, Celty." The ex-bartender said growling.

Shizuo's looking at him, deadly. Izaya smirk. He don't want to lost his cool and calm attitude.

"My,my Shizu-Chan. What a wonderful sight." He chuckle.

"FLEA! GET OUT OF HERE!" Shizuo growl at him like a beast.

The raven smirk evilly. "Why Shizu-Chan? Is it because you're threaten by my presence? And you think in advance that I can finally kill you at your state?" Shizuo growl loudly, running at him. Izaya ran away and adversely end in a dead end.

"Oh, Shizu-Chan so strong." The bodyguard smirk wickedly. Izaya started to think what atrocity would Shizu-Chan do to him if he's just a defenseless boy.

"I HATE YOU FLEA! I HATE ALL OF YOU! I HATE YOUR VOICE! YOUR FACE! I HATE YOUR EXISTENCE! AND I HATE THE FEELING I GET WHEN I SEE YOU! I HATE YOU! I DON'T WANNA SEE YOUR DAMN FACE HERE IZAYA!!!!!!!" It struck to the raven's chest. He was never been affected by Shizuo's mean words, but why now? Is it because he love him?

What am I feeling right now, here in my chest! it hurts. Why is he so mad at me? He froze in spot. Why am I falling from his provoking words?

"What? Why? I didn't even do anything to you this fast few weeks! Why are you so ma----"

"HUH? DON'T FUCKING MAKE ME STUPID! ARE YOU SO DAMN MAD ABOUT WHAT I DO TO YOU? BECAUSE I KISS YOU! IF IT'S THE REASON YOU'RE DOING THIS TO ME THEN I MAKE YOU EVEN MORE MAD!" He shout on Izaya's face, cutting the louse off.

"WHAT ARE YOU SAYING I DIDN'T DO THI--- MMMMN" Shizuo grip both of his wrist with his one hand and tug at the raven's hair with the other hand. He's kissing him roughly. Izaya groan in pain.

Why is he doing this?

Izaya's scalp is stretching as if his hair was gonna detached from it. Shizuo bite his lip hardly, that his teeth sunk in his bottom lip. Izaya is feeling so defenseless.

His mouth open involuntary, letting the blonde's tongue thrust in his moist cavern, sucking his tongue so hard yet so good.

His tears fall without his will as he experience the torture, the monster is giving to him. He look at Shizuo's burning with anger, honey eyes. Unable to do anything. He's not thinking to kill the blonde after this and it bothers him.

Shizuo pull off the kiss, surprising the flea as it stop right away when he's losing breath.

"Not enough flea?" Shizuo growl, panting heavily. Izaya don't respond, the answer will be seen in his crying eyes. He was panting hard, with blood continuously dripping in his chin.

Shizuo's blood pressure seems won't drop any minute by now. Izaya was aware that the blonde will still do anything to him. His not that strong to fight with Shizuo's strength.

"Aaaaah!" Izaya cried, painfully. The monster just bite his neck hardly and then suck it. It was good for him but it's wrong. He's still disgust.

Shizuo rip Izaya's shirt, making the flea shake in coldness. He shiver as Shizuo's hand that's in his hair rub it's fingers to his sensitive nipple.

If he can't fight Shizuo with physical strength then he will use mental strength.

"Aaaah~ Shizu-Chan~" He moan softly, making the blonde stop.

Blood was oozing from the InfoBroker's neck. He chuckle as it glare at him wickedly.

"Why do you stop, Shizu-Chan? Something wrong? Satisfied with my body? Done?" He spat to the bodyguard's face.

Shizuo's eyes got softer. The flea smirk , he's enjoying every details on what's happening now.

"C'mon Shizu-Chan! You're too quick to please. Tired with my body quickly? I must've been suck. I'm sorry, next time I'll be the one who will do the servi---"

"STOP! SHUT UP YOUR DAMN FUCKING MOUTH!" Izaya is taken aback. Shizuo grip his wrist hardly.

"Get out Izaya. I don't wanna see you again. I don't want to hear you. I don't want to smell you. I don't want to see you and I don't want to touch you again. I'm sorry Izaya, I didn't mean to hurt you this way... just go." The raven's eyes sadden. He smile weakly.

Why is Shizu-Chan acting this way?

Why is he feeling sorry for me?

Why?

Why?

Why is he acting so human?

Why is he making me feel this way?

Why am I starting to love him as a human?

Do I even love him as a human? or I just love him because He is being him.

"I hate him, forever."