Undiscovered Feelings (Shizaya FanFic)[Under Revision]

九 [ Monster ] ⚠

Update 9: Shizuo Heiwajima, Monster.

It was cold and lonely again.

Because the only warm that I'm feeling is when I touch him.

Shizuo had always hated his life, his body and mostly his strength. He hate violence, so why he got this goddamn strength? He didn't meant to hurt people, it's not his choice to got his temper together with his strength.

He chug at his milk and throw the empty carton with so much force in the trash bin.

The memories last week didn't left his mind. He was a monster! A true terrifying monster. He violate Izaya, Izaya Orihara who make him warm and feel not lonely.

He's denying the true feelings he got for almost a year now. He don't want the flea! Hell no. It make him sad that he did that thing. He did not see Izaya, from that day and tomorrow will be the Christmas day.

The special day that neither him or Izaya celebrate... because they're both lonely. And now that he think, tomorrow will probably be the saddest Christmas day in his life.

The bodyguard dress to his usual bartender outfit and get his self ready to work. He's back at the pink. He grab his extra white coat and wear it as he made his way outside the cold morning.

The job is quiet easy for this day and it end quickly. Tom need to be home, to celebrate the Christmas Eve so they split up immediately. The blonde made his way to the west Ikebukuro park to wind up his mind. He'd got nothing to do by the way.

So dull

So empty

So lonely

I'll admit, I need him.

I want him.

I lo---

Shizuo's head got up to see the flea's face. He is sitting and the raven was standing in front of him smiling. Saying, "Hello! Shizu-Chan..."

"Long time no see."