Undiscovered Feelings (Shizaya FanFic)[Under Revision]

十三 [ Jealous ] ♥

A/N: For almost 2 years, now's the time I got sick again and my mom says it's because of eating too much sweets and chocolates. Seriously, my throat is awfully sore. :( Anys, here's the update 13, I made it extra long this time ^_^ Bare with the OOC'ness onegaishimasu-ssu! XD

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Update 13: Izaya Orihara, Jealous.

He is nervous. Yes he might have really love Shizuo but he can't swallow his pride wholly. Heck! He didn't even know why'd he confess to the Monster.

"Oh... Shizu-Chan~ You know I love..." Izaya smirk nervously. The whole crew stare at him, intently... especially Shizuo who's growing impatient based on his face.

"I love... to kill you." He mumble, nervously.

The crew shifted their eyes to Shizuo, waiting for the monster to respond.

"I knew from the start that you're just FUCKING TOYING WITH ME! I'm going before I still can stop myself from killing you!" Izaya look at Shizuo's hurt eyes. His heart ache and he open his mouth to say something but words can't escape his lips.

Izaya want to run and stop Shizuo from leaving but his feet are attached to the ground.

"Shizu-Chan! Don't leave. Wait for Izaya's genuine answer!" Erika shout before Walker can stop her. Shizuo stop from his tracks as Izaya's heart beat faster.

Shizuo tilt his head behind and look at Izaya. The raven shiver as he open his mouth.

He was thinking about his pride. He can't say it In front of this crowd. So what if Shizuo hates him, he was used to it any way. Ok! He love Shizuo but can't they just love each other without others knowing it? Why did Shizuo wants the worldwide to knew their relationship! He fix his posture as he decided from the resolve he suddenly think.

"No. I don't love you. Why do I?" He shot his infamous smirk to Shizuo but then regret it when the blonde drop his head down.

He want to end this quickly so he can have alone time with Shizuo and so he can explain.

"C'mon let's stop this insanity. Shizuo already knew that I'm just toying with him." The whole crew are speechless. They are too tensed up to even mumble a word.

Of course, Erika was an exception.

"Izaya-kun, don't be so mean. Shizuo really loves you so as truly believes on your confession." Izaya smirk, concealing his true feelings.

"No further convincing, I need to work now." He said, not taking a look at Shizuo. He need to end this conversation before he could blurted out some unnecessary mean words.

When Izaya got a few steps away he turned around once again. "Oh! one more thing." Shizuo lit his head up and look at the raven hopefully.

"I want you guys to forget all the things you heard and seen today. Well, we don't want Shizu-Chan to feel awkward, right?" Erika fumed, angrily. The blond is expressionless and Izaya got creeps on that reaction.

Izaya walk away from the crew, from the Ikebukuro west city park, worried. It's the first time he see the monster expressionless. He just need to wait an hour to call the blonde, of course it need to be an hour so he can be sure that Shizuo is alone.

He research for the protozoan number and email and kill some time to the empty play ground far away from the crowd.

Izaya never been this scared. Not from what atrocity and torture Shizuo will do to him but from the possibility that Shizuo will never trust his words again, from the possibility that Shizuo will never be his ever. Okay, that's too much but he's really scared!