Let us be happy?

•Chapter 8•

Justin's pov:

"I'm off to work." My mom says from the door, grabbing her keys.

"Bye." I say quietly. I'm still not happy with her considering what happened yestarday. She looks at me with no emotion before leaving. I take out my laptop and open it. Time to do some school work.

About an hour later I finish. I only had math, science, and English but I had a lot today. Usually it doesn't take me an hour. Ya know, My mom never said I can't have Raegan over. So,

Me: You want to come over? I'm bored.

Rae😶: Your mom?

Me: She's at work. I don't really care if she doesn't want you here. I do 🙂

Rae😶: Be there in 10 😛

I love when Rargan comes over. He makes me feel more alive. I think I like him. I mean, he's so sweet and not to mention he's super attractive. Like damn. How? He makes me feel happy and he cares about me. Welp, I do like him. But I don't know if he likes me.

*Ding dong*

Its been a little longer then 10 minutes. Oh well, at least he's here. I get up from the couch and go to open the door. Rae stands there with a bag of...Taco bell??? Oh my god.

"You brought Taco Bell!?" I practically yell. He laughs.

"Yeah, do you like it?" He asks.

"I love it." I move from the door so he can come in. I shut the door and we both walk to the couch.

"I got you a crunch wrap." He says. (Ok those are bomb asf😂)

"I love those!" I smile. He giggles handing it to me.

"Thank you." I put it down on the coffee table and hug him. He wraps his arms around me and I get the chills.

"Of course." He smiles. We both eat our food as we watch Riverdale because he hasn't watched it yet and it's so good!

"So Cheryl's brother supposingly died in the river but others think he was murdered? " He asks after we finish the first episode.

"Yes." I nod.

"But Cheryl was there. Did she see him die? I'm so confused." He laughs.

"Just watch. It's amazing as it goes along. Next episode." I click a button on the remote and the next episode comes on. As it starting, I notice him staring at me.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I ask.

"I have a question." He says. I pause the tv.

"Ok, go ahead." I say turning my attention to him.

"You say you have depression and that you are always sad. But when I see you, you are smiling and laughing. Why?" He asks.

"I'll be honest. Whenever you are with me, I'm happy. It's wierd, you have like a spell on you." I giggle. "You are so sweet and you care about me. I've never really had anyone like you." I smile.

"Really?" He asks.

"Yeah. When you aren't with me, I get...cold and sad. I feel like I don't have anyone. You make me realize I have happiness in me." I feel tears in my eyes. I look up at the ceiling trying to blink them away, but then more come.

"I-im sorry- I-"

"No, don't be worry. I'm really glad I can make you happy Justin. You're my friend, a really good friend." He says. Did I just get friend zoned? Shit.

"Well.." He trials off losing eye contact with me. He moves closer so he's right next to me. I stare him down as he lifts his arm to put his hand on my jawline. Our faces our close and his breathing hitches. I'm just frozen.

"I want you to be more than a really good friend to me." He whispers slowly to me. My heart skips a beat.

His face gets closer and closer and I realize he's leaning in. He's taking too long. I mean forward and our lips touch. He's goes more in and our lips move in sync. He brings his over hand  and places it on my neck. Both of our eyes close, we kiss passionately. I move closer to him and enjoy this moment. This is amazing.

We both pull away still keeping our faces close.

"Again.." I gulp. "You make me happy."

"And again, I'm glad. You make me happier."

:) Awwe. cUte