Let us be happy?

•Chapter 25•

Raegan's pov:

"Please can I see him?" I ask the doctor as he comes out into the waiting room to talk to a nurse.

I tried to cover my hickeys last night with one makeup my older sister has. She's in collage but she still has some makeup home. It didn't work too good but it looks better.

"He's awake so yes. Just don't be too loud and be gentle." He says. I nod.

"Thank you." I walk down the hallway to his room which is the last one down. I know his mom is in here talking to him. I don't want to upset her but she hates me.

I take a deep breath before opening the door. As I stand in the doorway, they both stare at me.

"Raegan?" I hear justin say queitly. I walk in and shut the door behind me gently. I look to see tears in his eyes.

"Mom you said he wasn't going to come." He says looking at his mom.

"Yeah, he wasn't." His mom's comes up close to me.

"Get out." She whispers.

"Please just let me talk to him." I whisper back.

"You were the one who almost made him kill himself. Get out." She points to the door but keeps her eyes on me.

"Raegan come here." I hear justin say. His mom turns around to look at him.

"Justin he's leaving." She says.

"No." He says quickly right after. My eyes widen at the fact he doesn't want me to go. "Please mom. Can I talk to him?"

"No!" She raises her voice.

"Mom you can't control who's in my life and who isn't. Now let me talk to him." He says. I can hear the hurt in his voice.

"You really want to talk to the boy who made you try and commit-"

"Yes." He says cutting her off. "And if it weren't for him, i'd most likely be dead right now." He says, his eyes filling with tears.

"Please mom just go. I need to talk to Rae alone." He says. His mom turns back to face me.

"Please? It won't be long." I ask.

Justin's pov:

"Please? It won't be long." Raegan asks.

"For the last time, get out." My mom says in his face. Raegan looks at me and back at my mom.

"Don't leave Rae." I say. He looks like he was about to say something something to my mom but it was too late. My mother raises her arm and slaps Raegan across the face. His cheek immediatly gets red and he backs away.

"Mom what's wrong with you?" I yell at her.

"You are just like your father." She says to Rae. I see his eyes fill with tears as he walks out of the room.

"No no! Raegan come back." I plead. But the door is already shut.

"He is nothing like his father what the hell is wrong with you!?" I yell.

"Do you see these?" She asks loudly lifting my arm and showing me my cuts.

"Yes."

"He did that to you." She says. I shake my head and yank my arm away from her.

"No mom. I made this decision. I was upset and I regret what I did but Raegan didn't do this to me. I did this to myself. He saved me."

"But if it weren't for him, You wouldn't have done it. It's all his fault."

"No its not!" I yell. "I was being stupid mom and- and I wasn't thinking. Raegan was drunk he had no idea what he was doing. I know he loves me and he didn't mean to hurt me. He knew I was going to hurt myself after I left therapy. He knows me too well to think i was just going to go home and cry the pain away. He didn't want to do what he did." I say getting softer and slower as I finish.

"But he did." She says. "And for that, I will make sure you two never see each other again." She says before walking out of my room slamming the door.

I look up at the ceiling trying not to cry. But I fail. I'm not a strong person. I can't handle this by myself. I am still mad at Rae a little but when I saw him come in the room, I just wanted hug him and tell him I love him. I am going to talk to him later and ask questions, but I can see in his eyes he's hurt. He hurt because he hurt me.

Its so nice out today wtf I love it 😂 The warm weather makes me happy 😁😁Hope you enjoyed!