Let us be happy?

•Chapter 14•

Justin's pov:

He puts the blanket on the freshly cut green grass. He then sits down and opens the Taco bell. I just watch.

"Well, you want to sit down?" He asks.

"Oh, sure." I'm so awkward. I sit down in front of him and he hands me my food.

"Thank you. How did you find this place?" I ask. He swallows the food that was in his mouth before answering.

"I used to come here all the time. My parents took me here when I was little. I remember my dad would always try to throw me in the lake. We still have a joke, he'll text me and tell me he would still try to throw me in this lake if we ever came again." He laughs a little. I put my food down and my eyes get teary.

"Justin?" He asks worried. "What's wrong? Did I say something?" He asks. I stand up from tbe blanket and turn away from him for a second. I don't want to cry in front of him because of this. But I'm still not over it.

"Jay?" I can hear his voice is much closer now. He's right behind me.

"I-im sorry." I shake my head, wipping my tears.

"You don't have to be sorry. But was it something I said?" He asks.

"Yes, but you didn't know. I-it's fine." I turn around and hug him.

"I was only talking about- wait..." He seems to figure it out half way. I nod my head in his chest.

"You lost him. Didn't you?" He asks. I start crying, squeezing his body tighter. I nod.

"I'm so sorry." He says says kisses my forhead.

"It's okay. I-it was a ling time ago, but I can't believe he's gone." I say. I look up at him and see his eyes glossed over with thin tears.

"Okay uh, forget about all that. Let's sit back down and talk about something else." He says.

"Yeah."

We both sit back down on the blanket. My appetite is kind of gone now.

"Please, try to eat." He says.

"But-"

"Please. From the time I see you each day, you don't eat a lot. Just try for me please." I've never had someone who cared about me like this. Holy shit.

"Ok." I pick up my taco from the blanket and continue eating even though I could throw up right now.

"Can I ask you something?" He asks.

"Sure." I take a sip of my drink.

"Is it crazy for me to love you already?" My eyes widen and I choke on my drink a little.

"No." I shake my head. He pushes our food off the blanket and gets closer to me. (It's not like there actual food is touching the grass. They are smart and still have the wrapping underneath. Ok continue :))

He's sitting directly in front of me. Our legs are touching. He rubs his hand up my knee to my thigh. He leans up a little and pulls me towards him. I sit up and get on his lap, straddling him.

"Good, because I think I do." He whispers sending chills down my spine.

We look each other in the eyes like we are determined. I smile at him before leaning in to connect our lips. He puts his arms around my waist pulling me as close to him as possible. I pull away and he looks at me confused.

"I think I love you too." I say to him. A blush creeps over his whole face as he smiles. He starts kissing me again. The kiss hasn't turned into anything sexual, it's still passionate. A few minutes later, he pulls away this time.

"What?" I ask.

"Will you be my boyfriend?" He asks. I smile so big like an idiot and cover my face from embaressment.

"Oh my god." I mummble in my hands.

"Is that a yes?" He giggles taking my hands away from my face.

"Yes!" I nod. I wrap my arms around his neck and he falls back on the blanket laughing. He squeezes my waist.

"Am I aloud to call you baby now?" He asks.

"Yes." I smile pecking his lips.

"I love you." He says.

"I loved you since the first day I met you." I tell him as we both smile at each other.

Depressing to cute asf. Damn I'm good 😉 Hope you all enjoyed 😁❤ (Having no school is amazing)