Let us be happy?

•Chapter 20•

Justins pov:

I run downstairs in tears and see my mom on the couch.

"Mom please can I have my phone back. Please." I beg.

"It's only been three days Justin." She says. She's made me stay home from therapy too.

"Please mom. He's worried I know he is I can feel it. I don't want him worried."

"You're not getting your phone back until its been a week. Four more days."

"Mom please." I plead to her, tears falling down my cheeks.

"No, you are not going to text him. And you sure as hell are not going to see him because I know if you did text him. You would sneak out." She says in a 'duh' tone.

"Actually I know I'm grounded. I know what that means so I wouldn't try to sneak out. I just want to talk to him."

"Justin I understand you are dating now, but it's just going to keep getting harder for you two. It's going to get impossible for you two to see each other. Find someone else baby I'm sorry."

"No your not sorry. You don't want me to be happy. You don't want me to have love in my life. You hate me don't you!?" I yell. I don't really mean what I say to her when I'm mad. I'm so sensitive sometimes.

"I love you so much Justin. You are my son, you are everything to me. It's not worth it to keep trying with Raegan."

"Yes it is! We are going to be together forever. You can't change that we love each other."

"You don't know that." She says. I wipe my face and take a deep breath.

"I want dad back." I say going up the stairs. I look back at her and see her eyes glossed over. I run up the stairs and back in my room. I shouldn't have said that.

Raegan's pov:

Me: Baby?

Me: Where are you Justin?

Me: You're mom didn't do anything right? She didn't hurt you?

Me: It's been 3 days. Justin?

Missed call (3)

Where is he? Is he hurt? Did I do something wrong? Is he mad at me? He's not looking at any of my texts. It's been three days. I want to go over his house but I don't want to upset him if he's mad at me for something. Also, his mom. She hates me. And I saw the email my mom sent to her. I'm mad at her for that. It wasn't necessary.

Fuck it. I'm too worried, I'm going to see him. My mom's not home so she won't know.

Justin's house

*knock knock*

I wait at his front door for an answer. I'm a little nervous. My head jerks up and I see his mom answer the door. The screen door is the only thing separating us. She stares at me for a second before opening the screen door.

"Yes?" She asks.

"Is Justin home Ms. Blake?" I ask politely.

"Yes he is. But you can't see him." She says shutting the screen door.

"Wait." I say before she goes to shut the actual front door.

"What?" She snaps.

"Is he okay? Please I'm worried."

"Raegan!" I look behind Ms. Blake and see Justin coming down the stairs.

"Baby." I say. He tries to come over to me but his mom puts her arm out to stop him from coming outside.

"No justin." She says.

"Are you alright? Why you haven't been texting me?" I ask a little hurt. He just looks at me.

"Did I do something wrong?" I ask.

"No no babe you're fine. I'm grounded." He says and glances at his mom.

"Ms. Blake please can I come in?" I ask.

"No! I specifically told Justin you two can't see each other anymore. And I'm sure your mom doesn't want you here." She says.

"She doesn't know I'm here. I was so worried about Justin I just came here quick. I love him." I say. I see Justin's eyes get watery and he smiles a little.

"You can't be trusted. You father is a monster and I don't want you near my son."

Keep in mind I'm still outside standing in front of the front door. She has the screen door opened and her arm is still out blocking Justin from coming outside.

"I never knew my father did that. He hasn't been home and I haven't got to talk to him. I'm so upset at him for doing that. I'm nothing like him and I would never do what he did. I'm sorry for my mother being such an ass. I'm sorry for everything. I love Justin more than myself." I say. I feel my throat clog up. I mean it.

"I mean it." I add. His mom looks at me speechless. Justin moves quick to move his mom's arm and jump outside into my arms. I catch him hugging him tight.

"Raegan I love you." He mummbles.

"Justin come inside." His mom says. He lets go of me and turns to his mom who's still in the doorway.

"Only if Raegan comes with me." He says squeezing my hand.

"No justin. For the last time you two are not going to work out. I don't want you together and neither does his mom. We have each other, you two really think we would let our sons date each other? No exactly." She says loudly and pulls Justin back inside shuttting the screen door.

"Mom stop." He yells at her. She looks the door and keeps her hand on the lock.

"Raegan do something." He pleads.

"I can't do anything." I say, my voice cracking. "I think your mom is right Justin."

"Raegan no." He says. Tears go down his face. "Don't do this."

This chapter was long asf compared go the others. Cliffhanger because...idk hehe. I've been home for like 5 hours doing nothing so that's why I'm update so much 😀