Chapter 12

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Yoongi's POV

I was at the bathroom door as soon as i heard the crash. I tried to turn the handle but it was locked from the inside. The boys were behind me and we all tried to run down the door. RM ran and got the screwdriver to he could get the hinges open, Hobi hyung was freaking out but determined to open the door. My shoulder was aching now. I heard her crying as she tried to muffle it begging us to leave her alone. 

"i just dropped something its fine." she cried. 

"then open the door Please" Tae was upset now, he never yells. 

"i- i can't open it just please you can't see me like this" 

Jungkook and jimin broke the door handle and it fell to the ground. I felt her pressure on the door, but i easily pushed through. all i saw was red, Jimin pushed past me and so did jin. Hobi snapped me out of my head. 

"hyung Come ON wake up we need to get her to a hospital!" He was yelling now. Jungkook picked her up and rushed her to the car. RM jumped in the driver seat and started the car, speeding off as soon as the door closed with all of us in. She had lost a lot of blood and Jin was Treating her the best he could. All our faces were pale. My mind was shaking i griped her hand and placed my forehead on hers. 

"shh.." i whispered. "I'm right here..." 

she shuddered in a deep breath but quieted down. I felt her weak grip as she tried to squeeze my hand. "please don't leave me...I'm sorry you had to see me like this." 

"shhh...I would never leave" I lifted my head and turned to Jin he gave me a worried yet determined expression there were so many emotions running through his eyes. I turned to the boys one by one. Each pale face was a mix of anger, sadness, worry and protectiveness. I can understand why they were angry, I glanced at her arms, stitches reopened, new cuts bleeding freely down her arms. I looked away. Next thing I know she is being rushed to the ER as we watch her being carted away Jin starts to cry silently into Namjoons arms. Tae had his head down between his knees in the chair jungkook next to him. Hobi hyung silent his mouth turned down, face pale, his head against the wall. Jimin was pacing up and down the lobby aggressively, tears falling down his face, fist clenched.  

*time skip* 

I looked up as the doctor walked up.

"Are you the boys who brought Park Y/N here?"

Jin stood up before i could answer the boys gathered around the doctor. 

"yes we are, how is she doc" 

"I have good news and bad news. The good news is that she will live. The bad news is-" He paused much to my frustration. Before i could even open my mouth jimin said what we were all thinking. 

"Just say it. What is the bad news? Please, Can we see her" The doctor looked at us one by one sympathy in his eyes and another emotion unreadable.  

"The bad news is that we found more cuts, on more than just her arms. They were on her legs and stomach as well. She has lost a lot of blood so we need her to stay in the Hospital for some time." He looked straight at me as he continued, his hand found my shoulder and gave a pat. "And yes you may see her just do not, and I repeat DO NOT excite her too much in any way. She is in room 309 C down that hall, up a floor and third door on the left." 

I nodded and took off. 'thank you doc...for understanding'.  As I reached her door I was hesitant to open it. but as soon as I did I was right by her side. My eyes met her grey ones. 

"im so sorry..." she trailed off, a thousand emotions flickered through her eyes. 

Your POV

As he stood next to me, I watched his eyes i followed the tear flow down his pale face.

"im so sorry..." I trailed off, i didn't know what to say, i was embarrassed and angry at myself. How could i do this to them. Know they know, they know what a monster i am. But as i watched his eyes i didn't see horror, i didn't see any resentment towards me. He placed a warm hand on my cheek. His lips met mine. soft and gentle. As he broke the kiss he put his forehead on mine i was in shock. 

"w- why...Don't you hate me, aren't you filled with disgust towards the monster i am." i questioned. 

He lifted his head and cupped my face. "i understand why you did this...i did it to..." 

"yoongi..." I gripped his hand as i felt tears threaten to fall again. 

"shhh don't speak." He kissed me again, but this time I kissed back. We both jumped as we heard the door open and the worried voices of the other members. I smiled weakly at them, holding yoongi's hand for support. 

"hey-" 

"what were you thinking" I was cut off my namjoon. 

"what?" 

"what were you thinking?!" He finally looked into my eyes. "we care for you Y/N- ah. I know you can't see that now but we do, we really do." 

"So...You don't hate me?.." 

"What?!" This time Jungkook spoke up. "how could we hate you. For this." He gestured to my bandages and the room around him. "No we don't hate you for this, this, all this only makes us care for you more. But heres what we do hate. We hate the fact that someone precious to us even though we only met awhile ago, Is being put through this. Even when we were in the hospital before this you talked with me, with all of us. Your Important to us now." He was shaking now as the others nodded in agreement. Tae rubbed his back and quietly talked to him to calm him down as Jungkook leaned into him. 

"Kookie..." I didn't know what to say, I looked up to Yoongi for help. He looked around at the members then back down to me. "he's right" He knelt down and kissed my forehead. "now sleep you've had a long day." He turned to walk away but i grabbed his hand. 

"no please stay." I looked at all the guys, standing around me. My new found family. "all of you please stay with me."  

Yoongi looked at Jimin and nodded. Jimin cracked a small smile and looked at jin then back at me. "ok we will stay" Yoongi said. 

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