One more time
I close my eyes
One more time
I take my knife
One more time
the canvas is my skin
One more time
I try to kill a sin.
On my legs and arms
a piece of art.
I'm sorry to break these promises.
Maybe one day I can be what you're expecting of me.
I've said it once
I've said it twice
I've said it A THOUSAND FUCKING TIMES
That I'm okay
That I'm fine
That it's just in my mind!
This has got the best of me
and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me
It's 'cause you never leave!
