Not the Center of the Universe |Kylo Ren One Shots

I don't want to be your soulmate!

🔻Soul Mate Au! In which whenever your soul mate gets hurt you get hurt as well
🔻Kylo X Reader
🔻Angst

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You were with Poe and Rey, messing about on the ship. You three had grown ridiculously close in the passed couple of years. Nothing could tear you guys apart, nothing. At least that's what you'd like to think. At least that's what you thought. But nothing could compare to this. Nothing could prepare you three for what was about to unfold.

Rey had found her soulmate, she met them when she was training and got a bruise, someone on the ship also complained about a bruise in the same spot. And they both knew, and they loved each other, oh how they loved each other.

You nor Poe had a soulmate yet, though by the cuts and bruises you got, you knew your soulmate was always getting hurt. Poe alway kinda hoped he'd be your soulmate, you'd both would have similar cuts, but they were never exact.

Then one day, Rey had to face Kylo Ren, you despised the man. He made you very uncomfortable, he always hid his face and his ambitions were terrible. You had followed Rey in fear that she might need help. You hid as you watched her battling Kylo.

She slashed Kylo on his chest with her lightsaber, he grunted but you screamed. You had a matching wound with Kylo. Rey snapped her head in your direction, while she was distracted Kylo punched her in the face. She went down, but her attention was no longer on Kylo. She sprang up and followed your whimpers. Kylo's eyes furrowed and followed after Rey.

Rey found you hunched over in the snow, you were bleeding pretty bad. Rey gasped and bend down.

"Are you okay??" You sucked in a breath, it was painful, it felt as though you were cut and burned at the same time.

"Y-yeah.. yeah.. clumsy soulmate." You let out a small chuckle, which let to a cough and then you were coughing up blood.

"After I take care of Kylo, I'll help you to the ship okay? Just hold on." You nodded at her and Rey stood up, she turned around. Having sensed Kylo, she stood protectively in front of you.

Their battle began again, but this time Kylo was distracted. He would steal glancing over to where you were laying. Why had you screamed when he got hurt, there's no way you were his soulmate right? When he had gotten frustrated with his own mask, he took it off.

Rey had no reaction expect for slashing his face, Kylo held his face and let out a low groan. But you had screamed, again. Rey abandoned their fight and ran over to you, but Kylo followed.

Your face has the exact same slash mark as Kylo. Rey looked from you and then to Kylo, a horrified look on her face. She backed away from you and Kylo. You called out to her but she fled, leaving you there. You began to cry, you were in so much pain, physically and mentally. It had not yet clicked in your mind that you were Kylo's soulmate, and that he was yours.

From your perspective it had seem that Rey got scared and abandoned you, leaving you with Kylo.

Kylo slowly approached you, he had wiped away the blood on his face. Being use to the pain, this didn't hurt as much. But you were thrashing around in the snow, whimpering. Clearing you had never felt such pain as this. Kylo hovered over you and call storm troopers over to help get you.

Kylo knew you were scared and confused. He'd have to explain to you, he'd have to tell you. You passed out, your body went limp and before Kylo knew what he was doing you were in his arms. He carried you back to the star killer base. Snoke knew who you were, Kylo didn't have to explain, Snoke nodded his head at you in Kylo's arms. You were rushed to the medical bay.

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When you awoke you were laying in a white bed, your face had black medical tape along your cut. And your torso was banged up. You felt no pain, in fact you felt great. You were just hungry, no scratch that you were starving. You looked around the room you were in, it was nothing like the medical bay in the resistance ship. Then the memories of the fight came back to you. But instead of freaking out, you remained calm. There was no point on panicking, you were on the star killer base, Rey had abandoned you.

You sat up, groaning, your body was sore.

"I wouldn't do that if I were you." You snapped your head to see where the voice had come from. Your eyes met Kylo's eyes, and small gasped left your lips.

"Kylo Ren..." You growled quietly. Your jaw clenched and you glared at the man who was now standing in front of you.

"I know you resent me, but you shouldn't... after all we are soulmates." Time seemed to stop for you. You couldn't breath and the room felt very small. The word 'soulmates' echoed in your head, but instead of getting quitter it got louder. Your gaze wasn't on the man before you, instead it was casted down. You couldn't bring yourself to look at the man, you've hated him your whole life, and now he is your whole life.

You've always dreamt of finding your soulmate, but this was no pleasant dream. 'Twas a nightmare, a nightmare you couldn't wake up from.

Your thoughts drifted to Poe and Rey, surely Rey had already told Poe the horror of you being Kylo's soulmate. You could picture Poe's disgusted face, and Rey's sadden face. Tears began to fall from your eyes, but you didn't care like you normally would. Nothing mattered anymore, your friends abandoned you and your soulmate was Kylo Ren. The one you had been ready to love unconditionally, the one you had been ready to fight along side with.

"You still can..." Kylo spoke softly, but you still did not look up, you didn't want to meet his gaze. You didn't want to be in the same room as him. You've never wanted anything more than to be so far away from your soulmate.

Kylo stood there, not knowing what to do. He was ready to give you all his love, but you looked so broken. He almost wanted to send you back to your friends, but he knew better than that. They wouldn't welcome you back with open arms, they would shun you.

Part of you knew that as well, that you couldn't return home. But you also didn't want to stay here. For the longest time you hated the first order, and now you were trapped here. Forever a prisoner, stuck with a soulmate you could never learn to love.

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Sorry for the late update! Should I make a part two??