Lost lovers l Yoonmin

Would I ever forget him?

It was already a month in the first semester and Jimin had only talked a few times to Yoongi in class, but he didn't loose faith that one day it would get better. He did talk and see him when he would go at Hoseok's house but the elder wasn't always there. 

On the other side he and Changkyun were getting along really good and all of Jimin's friends had accepted him, Jimin now knew the latter had a small crush on Kihyun which led to Jimin revealing his crush for Yoongi. Today Jimin had gotten Yoongi's number thanks to Changkyun who himself had gotten it from Kihyun. The blone was excited to go home and text his crush, but as he exited the building he saw Changkyun walking up to him.

"Hey Jimin, you'll tell me how it goes with Yoongi right?" 

Jimin chuckled before nodding his head. "Yeah don't worry" Changkyun was about to leave but Jimin stopped him "By the way, my mom invited you to dinner tomorrow night, if you want to"

"Sure. I'll just let my mom know. Thanks for the invite" The friends bid each other goodbye and parted ways.

Jimin smiled and walked away thinking about whether or not he should text his crush or wait a bit more. As he walked back home he thought about Yoongi and all the mixed emotions he would feel whenever the boy was near him. He remembered the first time he had gotten butterflies in his tummy, the day a big panda was stuffed in his face. And so his mind wandered to the amusement park yet again, would I ever forget him?

Yoongi opened his locker, stuffed a few books and was about to close it, when he noticed a piece of paper that didn't belong to him.

You are the reason behind my smile,

The sparkle in my eye,

The one I will always love,

But dare not touch,

Your face is my first glance in the morning,

My last stare in the evening,

And my dream when I'm asleep.

Yoongi smiled at the letter, he didn't know why but it made him feel warm and weird. He read it again and search for a name or something to help him find out who wrote the note but he couldn't find anything. He tucked it in his pocket and walked back home. He came in and briefly waved at his half-asleep dad and headed to his room, he showered and started watching a movie when he got a message.

<Unknown>

Unknown: Hello

Yoongi: Do I know you?

Unknown: No but hopefully you will

Yoongi was about to block the number when he thought of something.

Yoongi: Are you the one that left a note in my locker?

Unknown: Maybe

Yoongi: Why did you do it?

Unknown: Because you deserve to know that you make someone happy every day

Yoongi: Who are you?

Unknown: I can't tell you

Yoongi: Please, I want to know

Unknown: Give me time, I want to enjoy this moment before it comes to an end

Yoongi: Why would it stop?

Unknown: You won't like me once you find out who I am

Yoongi: You can't know, no one can

Unknown: Maybe not but I won't risk it just yet. 

Sweet dreams Yoongi

Yoongi: Sweet dreams panda

Unknown: Why panda?

Yoongi: They remind me of a person I met a long time ago, I never got to know the name of this boy. 

A bit like you

Unknown: I like it, goodnight Yoongi

Next day

Yoongi was the exact opposite of Jimin, he would skip days, smoke behind the school and no one ever told him off. Only Kihyun had tried to get his best friend to quit smoking but his efforts were vain. With an alcoholic and abusive father and a mother who abandoned him after years in an abusive relation, no one could blame Yoongi for ending up the way he was.

Every day for the raven haired boy was harder then the previous one, he hated his father and resented his mother for leaving him and his brother at the mercy of such an evil man. You would think that since his wife left him he would've been enraged but much to Yoongi and Hoseok's surprise he had never laid a hand on them since the day he had lost his beloved spouse. 

Mr.Min loved his family but ever since he lost his job in a high ranked company he had never been the same. He blamed everyone around him and blamed his own family and drinking became his only way out of his problems. One day, drunk out of his mind and enrage, he had laid a hand on his wife for the first time, scaring her as well as the kids. But Yoongi and Hoseok were young, too young to understand what was happening. 

The next day he would drink to forget what he had done but he would only do it again, and so began the never ending circle. Until one day, Yoongi's mother ran away at night leaving nothing but a note for both her children, whom she loved dearly but had to leave behind for her to escape the hell she was living in. 

Mr. Min would spend all day in his house, drinking and sleeping. He would scream and throw things at Yoongi, but he didn't hit him anymore, the alcohol that was always pumping through his veins made him far too weak. Being the elder, Yoongi was used to getting hit, it had happened already when his mother was still here. He would get beaten when he disobeyed or in order to protect his brother. Yoongi had done everything he could to make sure Hoseok never got hit once. No matter how much it hurt him to get beaten three days straight, he had to protect his baby brother.

So today, instead of going to class he went to a nearby park, music blasting in his ears through his earplugs. He was writing lyrics to a song he intended to sing with Kihyun, but he couldn't get it right. He sat down as his phone rang for the fourth time in ten minutes, he looked at the call I.D., it was Kihyun...Again. Yoongi was thankful to have him even if sometimes he would annoy him  to the point where he would wish he could return his friend, but most day he was glad to have him. Today however, wasn't one of these days, so he shut his phone off and tried concentrating on his lyrics.