Will I have him by my side forever?

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Jimin ran his tongue across his dried lips, taking a deep breath, tonight he was telling Yoongi the entire truth and tonight they would both make a big decision and Jimin was sure his was already taken.

"The day of the date something happened, and I couldn't make it. I didn't have time to warn you and the following days were hard for me" Jimin kept fidgeting with his rings. "After a few weeks I finally started using my phone again and... i-I saw your texts,  I was sad, and I felt so guilty, I didn't know what to say so i-I didn't answer anything. I thought you would give up and understand I wasn't c-coming back."

Yoongi tilted his head to the side. "Why did you want me to give up?"

"Our relationship was so complicated, Yoongi!" Jimin exclaimed in frustration. "Because in case you don't remember, not so long before I apologized, I confessed to you, I told you I loved you and you took my feeling and threw them back in my face!"

Yoongi exhaled sharply. "That's not fair, you never let me explain!"

"Explain what? That you had played me? That- "

"I never played you!" he said, but stop to take a breath and try to calm down. "It's true I already knew who you were the day you sent me that picture. But what you don't know is that I got scared of something so much that I left my house for a moment and by doing that I left you on seen. But I still answered you once I got back, I told you I liked you, but by then you had blocked me and you  never let me explain to you how I felt"

 "I'm sorry I blocked you, Yoongi. Maybe we never would've had that big fight If I hadn't." Jimin bit his lip, pouting. "I regret what I told you that day, please forgive me, Yoongi" 

The ravenette took Jimin's hands in his own. "You have nothing to feel sorry for, Jiminie.  "I treated you bad because I was afraid, and I never should have treated you the way I did. Now, will you please let me explain to you what happened that day and why I didn't answer?" 

Jimin shook his head no, smiling lightly. "I don't need to know why you took so long to answer, i-I just need to know what you did answer" Jimin asked blushing, his lips slightly quivering while Yoongi smiled his gummy smile, squeezing his  hand.

"I told you how I think you have the cutest smile I have ever seen. That I love to hear you laugh, I love your small hands that fit perfectly with mine, I love how passionate you are about singing, how your eyes turn into crescent moons when you smile" Yoongi plunged his eyes into the other's "I fell in love with all those details about you, but more importantly I fell in love with you, Park Jimin"

By now Jimin was crying again and the soft tears landed on his and Yoongi hands, making them both chuckle before Jimin crawled next to Yoongi, snuggling closer to his chest. The ravenette wrapped his arms around the younger's petite silhouette, resting his head on top of the latter's, inhaling his scent, sighing in contentment.

"I love you too, Yoongi" Jimin whispered before falling asleep, wrapped by Yoongi's warmth. The latter smiled before lying both him and Jimin on the couch, spooning the blond, falling asleep holding him tightly in his embrace, like he had always dreamed off.



Yoongi woke up feeling sore due to his uncomfortable sleeping position but still smiled as his eyes landed on the sleeping boy curled up beside him on the couch. With his eyes filled with adoration, Yoongi caressed the blonde's cheeks and a few stray strands of hair. Not long after Jimin stirred in his sleep, blinking a few times before opening his brown eyes.

"Morning, hyung"

"Good morning, Jiminie" Yoongi leaned in and pecked Jimin's lips, surprised that the younger didn't try and push him away. Not wanting to run the risk of being rejected, Yoongi pulled away, smiling his gummy smile. The two boys woke up and proceeded to change, never of them saying a word to the other.

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