Internet Love

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Bendy's POV

Oh my love, I remember the time I was depressed and alone searching the internet till I saw you.

You were Bright,Cheerful, Happy, Understanding. I still remembered how we met on Wattpad like it was yesterday.

You sent me a comment on an anonymous account saying that you liked my stories and wanted to be friends. So I searched your account far and wide till I've found it. "Cuphead" that's a cute name,I thought as I sent you a message.

Dearest Cuphead,

It's me Bendy, you know the one who makes the most awkward stories about fandom ships. I just wanted to know if we can be friends in the internet? And would like to get to know you better.

-Bendy

I waited, and waited for you to respond to my message, its not like I can do anything else right? until after a few minutes that felt like an eternity you finally respond to my message and said that you would like to be friends. We talked everyday. Every time I get Depressed or had a bad day you would always be there to cheer me up.

And I still remembered the day that you wanted us to do a Facecam. I was slightly hesitant but none the less I did so, and I saw your beautiful face on camera. Your face was like an angel, The way your blond hair covered your left eye, how your ruby eyes glow softly to the light, how your soft smile brightens up my day.

But till I've known you more, the more I've fallen for you. My loneliness and My depression gone in an instant and changed into joy and a warm feeling inside of me growing every time I saw your face and hear your soft voice the way you laugh the way you cheered me up and the way you were concerned about me, I can't help but to feel loved.

I still remembered day when I gave you my feelings and how you returned yours and Confessed as well. That weight finally lifted of my back, no more secrets to hold.

But as time passes by you grew distant from me, until you never spoke to me. Not even a "hi" or a "Hello", I never saw your face again. You never told me what happened to you.

You just disappear

I was worried what happened to you? where were you?why did you disappear? this thoughts haunted me everyday knowing that I was once again all alone. You never even dared to speak to me for "6 months " . Until I've found where you lived, I was both happy and worried sick about you. It took me days to get to your house then noticed that your not home, Then I saw you at the park at sunset.

With another one

You two both seemed happy with each other, you were laughing with joy on your faces ,
"like we used to do"

I thought to myself what was I missing?, I've sacrificed everything for you, until I have noticed that "She was there with you and I was not" and now I've paid the price , I should of meet you in person, I should have been there in person when you were down, I should have been there to say I loved you, and now I've paid the price.

I just hope that you two would spend your time together, and be happy for the rest of your life

Cuphead if your reading this letter that means I wont be bothering you forever and hoped we could meet on the other side of life.

have and will always love you,

-Bendy

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