Reconcile

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Here we are again, in this state of calamity, at each other's throats. Him with his perfection. And me with my stupidity.

"Cuphead! why do you have to be so... ugh! dumb! "

And every time it ends the same.

"Like I'm the one who looks ridiculous here! "

"Ridiculous? ridiculous?! "

Watching him take every insults I throw at him, While I'm slowly dying inside from all of my regrets.

"If that's what you really think I am!.. Then maybe I should just leave.. "

And that was it, that was the last time I saw him as he left those very doors.

Bendy.

My friend, my love, I would call you with dearest names, I would comfort you in your sickness and health. I would just hug you and call you mine.

If I had the guts to tell my love for you. If I could just say those three damn words that was locked up in my mind. If I could just say I love you.

Yes, I'm in love with that demon, that saved my brother, that accepted my illwills, That kept me from killing myself all those years ago.

And he was leaving in front of my eyes, and I was too scared to tell him. Too scared to face denial, too scared to face rejection. I was a wuss.

I feel so restricted, that I can't move my feet or open my foul mouth. But either way I won't let him slip away from my grasp.

Finally I gained enough courage and  just went after him with haste, none of my thoughts or fears are going to stop me. I dashed through crowds of men, women and children, trying to find him and finally tell him.

"Bendy, I love you"

Time flew by from dawn to dusk, still I went on. I didn't stop for breaths or fatigue, I never stopped searching for him. But my hope is fading fast. As there were vast chances that failed to reach my expectations to find him.

"Bendy please! where are you?! "

I kept shouting and shouting, hoping he would show up in front of me. But we all knew that wasn't possible.

Tears rain down my trembling shoulders, As I was almost willing to give up on hope. I felt weak, tired, useless, a piece of garbage that should be thrown into an abyss.

I felt miserable, as I walked pass the park, seeing a figure of beauty that I loved the most.

Bendy...

Without any hesitation I run towards you, I hugged you and say the dearest of names I could think of.

"Ummm sir? "

The figure turned and I gasped in pure shock. It wasn't you it wasn't my love. It was someone else. I immediately let go and apologized.

With a body and mind devoid of hope, but filled with sorrow. I returned to our house that we shared. And drooped in comfy pillows, feeling disappointed with myself, not noticing the television I left open.

"Breaking news, A teenager found dead near a bridge"

That whole sentence perked me up in complete fear, I headed nearer, listening carefully. hoping it was just a coincidence.

"The teenager had jet black hair, pale skin and had a demon tail"

And there I saw him, dead, with a smile on his face probably saying.

"Serves you right"

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