As I breathe my disease brings me to my knees
All you need is a taste it'll set you free
Your infection's my discretion honey, one and the same
Counting second til I'm medicated, fucked in the brain
I don't want this baby, I just need it to carry on
I got the white line fever and an appetite for sin
If there's a black hole headed for hell then baby count me in
I sold my soul so long ago, a bullet in the chamber with nowhere to go
If there's a black hole headed for hell then baby count me in
I sold my soul
Licking every drop of poison off a pocket of keys
While some daddy's little angel's getting dirt on her knees
When the sun goes down the filth run free
You'll never find a finer specimen of filth than me
6/13/2014 1:47AM
So another wonderful day on the trip of magnificent. I'm actually having an amazing time here. I might make this chapter kind of short, mainly because I'm in a hurry. It's really late and everyone is asleep except me and Serena. I'm playing music as she is laying here, on my lap, trying to sleep. It's really dark other than the light coming from my phone and the random flashes of lightning outside.
Me and Serena had some alone time today. We had a picnic. Well, somewhat of a picnic. I brought her to this area in the "forest" near the place. It was basically on the sand of the lake. It was quite far from the house really. We talked most of the time. After awhile we decided to head back to the house and we went inside. It was just me and her still. Everyone was swimming. (It's probably going to get kind of weird here. I'm a very open person, so I'll probably tell too much.) We went into my room and laid down for a bit. It was pretty dark in my room. We kissed for a bit, and we ended up taking off our pants and shirts. I ended up getting on top of her, and she ended up wrapping her legs around my waist. And I can tell you guys from here, that's a big turn on for me. So before this gets kind of too personal, I'll just cut it short and sweet, I fucked her.
And before you say, "Jayyson, that's not the right thing to do!" you fucking try to be in the same room as a really hot person who apperently loves to have sex. It techinally wasn't sex, mainly because no parts went into other parts. That probably sounds super awkward.
Anyway, I asked Sydney if her and Adam were dating, and I guess they're not. I don't know why I'm telling you guys this.
I'm probably going to get off now, make this chapter short and sweet. I have cuddling to do ;D
Haha but yeah, I'll upload another chapter tomorrow.
Night.
--Butterfly JJ
