Secret Sin

Aftermath

     Jane’s P.O.V.

‘This is so confusing, so cosine is adjacent and opposite? No, it’s hypotenuse adjacent/ hypotenuse.’ I in trig during the break period to catch up because I struggle a little last year I got two C’s and B’s I was pretty upset… was that Marissa? I pack my stuff and leave I must check up on my best friend. I saw her running to the bathroom and I follow her.

“Hay Calvin Kle… Marissa? What’s wrong?” When she turned and looked at me I was surprised to see how distort she was I’ve never seen her like this. She sighed and looked down and didn’t say anything. I just gave her a hug and she started to cry after a little while I asked, “I can skip next period so we can hang.” “No, I can’t have you do that.” Her voice was very shaky I kind of want to know what or who made her feel this…deeply.

“Yeah totally it’s just physics.” She giggled “Just physics that shit is hard af.” “Calvin it’s cool that’s like the easiest for me.” We start to head out the bathroom and we leave campus fortunately there’s a mall not so far away. So, we walked off campus and walked to the mall talking about trivial unrelated matters like Deadpool 2, her art, my writings, harry potter because we both love it, and the people we are or aren’t in too I’m pan too all though I felt like she was holding back for some reason. I was kind of hoping to find out what happened, but I am trying to make her feel better not worse.

“Where should we go first.” “Where ever you want missy” “Hmm… how about Hollister and then-” “Hot topic?!?!” Oops. “You were just saying it up to me I don’t even know why your so obsessed with that place.” “It’s a cool place.” “Fine we can go.” “yey!!”

We continued to shop, and we got hungry I have plenty of money and she’s seems to like it surprisingly most people don’t feel okay spending my money.

“Jane let’s eat subway.” We head to the food court and sit and eat.

“So, Marissa?” She looked up I think she realized what I was going to ask. “You want to know what happened?” “Um… yes?” She sighs, and I can see her mood changing so I start “Hay! Don’t tell me if It’s going to ruin the day.”

“It’s too late for that.” “Shit I’m sorry I feel bad.” “Don’t It’s not your fault It’s her’s.” She seems to have been a little angry. “Please tell me what happened.” I’m kind of curios and I also want to help.

“God your so nosey?!” “No, I just want to know what happened, so I can help.” She’s right but I’m not telling her that.

“Fine I really like this girl but when I asked her out she basically said no.” I leaned over and gave her a hug and she started to cry. “I’m sorry I know this is cheesy, but she doesn’t know what’s she’s missing.” She smiles. “Thanks Jane your awesome.” She cry's a little more we get up to head home.

“Hay, I know I'm getting nosey now but who did this to you?” “I can’t say.” “Oh, come on you can tell me anything and I won't judge I promise.” “I'm worried that you’ll confront her.” “just tell me I’ll keep bugging you” “Fine its pam.” “Who’s that?” She grunted as a hint, so I sighed, and we headed back to the school and we walked pretty much in silence.

    Marissa’s P.O.V.

She's really nosey but she is a good friend I know she really does want to help but sometimes she just fucking annoying. We walk to her car.

“Hay, is it cool if I spend the night?” “Sure, but try not to blow up on my parents.” “I'll try but you know I hate how anti-lgbtq they are.” “Thank you.” I text my mom to tell her I’m not going to be home to night as we head to Jane’s house. Her parents are assholes, but I like hanging out with Jane and her parents won’t let her stay at my place, so I have come over as a surprise because they pretty much hate me. We get to her house fairly fast.

“Hello Mr. And Mrs. Fuller.” Mr. Fuller just made some kind of noise to acknowledge me and his wife said. “Hello Samuel and Marissa.” I almost flipped out on her, but JANE stopped me I don’t know why there being asses it’s been about two and a half years and there not even trying to call her by her name or her pronouns it makes me so mad.

“Were going to my room mom.” “Okay but leave your door open.” “Mom….” She gives Jane a look and she just nods her head and heads upstairs I go with her.

“Why don’t you correct them they need to get with the program.” “But they’re my parents I don’t want to get them mad at me.”  “You need to correct them It's not right you are a girl and they need to refer you as one!!” “Fine I'll talk to them.”  “Good so what should we watch?” “We can watch the foster on Netflix.” “Yeah sure.” She goes and shuts the door and changes in to pajamas.

“Do you want to barrow some? I know there probably really big.” “If you have shorts then yes.” She hands me some and we continue watching for a while.

“Come and get dinner!” Mrs. Fuller calls out to us we go down stairs to get food.

“Marissa can I talk to you?” “Mom! Leave her alone she knows what your going to tell her like you always do.” She sighed and whispered “Just know you’re a bad influence on him and-“ I can't hold it in anymore. “IT'S SHE! SHE'S YOUR DAUGHTER! FUCKING GET IT RIGHT BITCH!” We go back upstairs and shut the door I can tell she’s mad at me.

“Sorry at least it took a while I really tried not to you should have stop me.” “I know you tried thank you for that, but I really just wanted you to not do this just leave it.” Shit maybe I should have left it I don’t like her being mad at me, but I don’t know what to do to make it better. We sat on her bed and eat and watch TV. She falls asleep with her head on my stomach and her arms wrapped around me tightly. I eventually fall asleep after.

Bzzzz bzzzzz bzzzzzz bzzzz

Her alarm on her phone woke me up I turn it off.

“Jane wake up we got school.” “Hmmm?” “Wake up” She gets up and look at me with her crazy bed head I giggle. “You look beautiful.”  “What ew! I probably look gross.” “No, you make bed head look good!” She laughs in disbelief and gets up to get ready I wait for her for a couple hours I guess that’s why we woke up at four in the morning.

“Finally, what took you so long?” “I’m sorry I don’t naturally look beautiful.” “But you are.” She scoffed at that statement I just let it go and headed to the bathroom to get ready. I come out and go back in Jane’s room and I guess she left me some clothes for me. I get dressed and head down stairs no ones up just Jane.

“Come on I’ll get you food on the way.” We leave to school.