Secret Sin

Pam and Marissa

Pam's P.O.V.

"I don't like you anymore you disgust me. Can't you realize you're a boy it's so wrong that you try to pretend to be a girl." "Missy why are you saying this. I love you, missy." "Bitch, you're just a sex toy to me I had fun while it lasted but that's it." "What will it take to get you back?" "Either you go back to being a boy or become a real girl." "What's the knife for." "For when you choose to be a girl!" 

"No!" Oh my god, just a scary dream. "Baby?" "huh" "I asked if you're okay?" "Oh yes just a bad dream. Tell me you love me please." "I love you forever and always." "Aww thank you I love you too." I turn around on the bed grab her face plant a big lusty kiss on her lips. 

"Did you just get turned from me saying I love you?" "Kind of but I did wake up semi-hard." she kissed me back dominantly and rolls us so she's on top. Rubbing her ass on my cock probably on purpose. She starts kissing my cheek down to my ear and she bites it this turns me on quite a bit weirdly. She moves down my neck mixing kisses and biting. As she reaches my collarbone my alarm goes off. 

"Sorry, but I can't be late for class." "Fine. Are your going in your same clothes as yesterday?" "I guess." "Damn I should have washed them." "It's fine."

A week later
Marissa's P.O.V.

Jane: 'I broke up with her'
Marissa: 'Really?'
Jane: 'Yes I'm going to go out with Robin now hopefully but he didn't respond when I to him'
Marissa: ' Relax when did you tell him?'
Jane: 'I texted him last night'
Marissa: 'So talk to him today I'm sure he really likes you don't worry'
Jane: 'kk thank you'
Marissa: 'ofc any time'

The end of the school day
Marissa's P.O.V.

"Jane!" "Hay Calvin." "So." "Oh yeah he got his phone taken away that's why he didn't respond. Now we're a couple." "See I told you! I knew that would happen no one could resist your beauty." She blushed when I told her that. I try to keep her self-esteem from getting to low I don't want my best friend to feel bad about herself. It's worse with her too because she's trans and won't take hormones or do surgery. She gets lots of dysphorias she tries to hide it from me, but I know.
"But he's grounded." "Oh, damn that sucks." "Yeah." "Hi, Rissa" "Hi Sam" "I'm going to go bye." "See ya, Jane." "How are you and your girlfriend?" "Vary vary very good if you catch my drift." "Oh really?" "Let's just say I'm not going to be a virgin for much longer." "But you're not?" "Oh, shoot I forgot you don't know. You can't tell anyone." "What is it?" I step right next to him and whisper in his ear. "She's trans and has a big co..." "That's awesome I'm happy you finally found someone for real." "Thanks" I hug him at the wrong time of course. 

"You slut! That's it!" "Terri! What the fuck!" Sam pulls that Bruja off me.
"What the fuck is wrong with you. I have s girlfriend whose better than your boyfriend I'm not trying to steal him." "Then why haven't I seen her with you!?" "She doesn't go to school." "She's telling the truth Ter and she really likes her that's what we were talking about when she hugged me." "No, I love her you don't have to worry about losing your boyfriend." She just walks away.
"I guess you better go Sam." "Oh yeah see you later."

That evening
Pam's P.O.V

"I going to introduce you to doctor who tonight." "Okay sounds fun." I bet she's going to love this show.

"You done yet?" "Um yeah?" "No, come on finish your homework." "Come on can't you just let me you know slide on this?" "If you don't want to do it that's to you but I don't want to see you on campus next year." "Ugh fine I'll do it." "Thank you, love."

A few minutes later

I put some cinnamon sugar popcorn on the table next to the couch and pull out a blanket to use.
"I want you to put in a butt plug before I finish my homework." "Yes, ma'am." I rush to do that.
"I'm done what about you pet?" "I am." "Did you really beat me?" I better come out and tell the truth, so I don't get in trouble. 

"No sorry I lied." "Get on your knees and crawl over here." I do so. She gets on her knees and holds my head up and kisses me. When she pulls away I'm still dazed by the kiss but then she slaps me a little hard, but it just turned me on badly. 

"I thought you knew better than to lie to me" "Sorry mistress." "Come on let's watch this show." I crawl to the couch with her. We lay at the corner of the couch she's holding me as I lay on top of her. I play the first episode.

3 episodes later

"You like it?" "Yeah its pretty good." "It gets better in later seasons." "One more I'm getting sleepy." "Give me popcorn first!" "What!" "Please?" "That's a good girl." She pets me and feeds me as I play the next episode. About halfway through I feel her hand move down from my chest and her other hand lower. 

"Mmmm w-what about the show." "Pause it unless you rather watch it instead?" "No! Don't stop... please." "Good girl." She continues to play with me. 

"Oh, mistress." I start to thrust in her hand as she starts kissing right behind my ear that's pushing me to the edge. She bites my earlobe and pulls it and its all over. I don't know why I came so fast, but I just couldn't control my self I even forgot to ask for permission. 

"Sorry mistress I forgot to ask I was just so." "I'll let this one slide because I'm in such a good mood." "You don't want to spank me?" "Do you want to be punished slut?" "Maybe." "Okay then." She takes her covered in my cum and rubs it all over my face then slaps my cheek hard.
"Bad slut you ask for permission to cum every time no excuses understand me!?" "Yes, mistress sorry I'll do better next time." She slaps me harder again. 

"Good girl but I'm going to have to punish you anyways now get up and crawl to your room now!" I turn off the tv and jump up fast to crawl to my room. As I crawl to my room mistress keeps spanking me hard. 

"Slow down." I do so, and she spanks me harder and harder.
"Ow!" "Are you okay?" "Yes, can you do it again?" "Oh okay."  She spanks me even harder. 
"Ow!" I put my ass in the air. 

"God, you're such a whore. Nasty." "Yeah, I'm a disgusting whore you should treat me like one." She giggles, and she sits putting her legs between mine and spreads them, so everything is open to her. She pulls the butt plug out fast and starts to eat out my ass and just stops and bits my ass cheeks.

"That made you hard?" she laughs. "Here I want you to clean the but plug." I take it no hesitation and suck on it. She shoves I don't know how many fingers in me and pulls my cock back sucking hard. She bits down a little I guess to test my limits. She continues do occasionally bite my cock as she sucks it.

"Can I cum?" "Yes." She sucks more as I suck the plug. She then takes most of me and tickles my balls. It makes me cum so hard.

"You're the best mistress." "Awl thanks I love you." "I love you too." I lay flat on the floor she lays beside me and wraps her arms and leg around me.

"Your mine forever." "I know." We giggle and fall asleep well I do I don't know about her.

Next day

Mm bacon but who's cooking? Why am I in bed me and Missy fell asleep on the floor I thought.
"Hay babe is that you?" "Yeah, I figured I would make you breakfast this time." "Awl thanks." "No problem. Sit down I'm almost down." I do so and wait for her. 

"Do you cook much?" "No, not really. I'm not a bad cook if that's what your wandering." "No that's not what I meant." She laughs.

"Here." "Thanks, beautiful." "Your welcome love." She kisses me and sits down next to me and we eat. 

"Can I borrow your phone I need to tell my mom that my phone is dead." "Of course." She goes off to call her as I rinse the dishes and put them in the dishwasher.

December 6th
Marissa's P.O.V.

My birthday is coming up I can't wait I'm getting a little nervous and kind of afraid that it may hurt. Every day I'm with my love I get excited and butterflies in my stomach. She laughed at me and promised she would be gentle. I really think she's the one. I should tell her that I know she loves hearing that stuff. I could give her flowers. No, I should send them to class somehow. She would love that so much. I don't think I can do it I want to though. I better get ready for school.

Pam's P.O.V.

Missy is so nervous for her birthday it's so cute to see her like this. She's constantly trying to figure out the details and asking questions.
Mistress: 'I love you'
Pam: 'Awwl I love you too'
Mistress: 'See you at school'
Pam: 'Bye'
She keeps doing that too especially now just telling me she loves me. She so adorable. I wish I could keep her this way forever.

[A/N]

I'm putting this story on hold as I edit it.