Secret Sin

All's Well

Jane's P.O.V.

I'm not responding to that I'll let her think I mad. Like, come on I don't want to know about her sex life, not in that detail. So gross. She needs to keep that to herself. Anyways I need to find someone to hang out with its really lonely here and I feel a little terrified since my parents went to work.

Buzz buzz

It a message from Jamie!? I haven't talked to her in three years when I told her about my gender... and she had stopped talking to me completely. I kind of gave up on her after the first year and a half.

Jamie: 'Hay jane'

Jane: 'Um hi'

Jamie: 'This is the trans girl that used to be Samuel right?'

Jane: 'Yes what do you want'

Jamie: 'To apolgize if you will let me'

Jane: 'Go ahead im here"

Jamie: 'Can I do it in person please'

Jane: 'If you pick me up and pay for food'

Might as well get free food while I sit through this.

Jamie: 'Yes ill do that I just got off work how about now'

Jane: 'Fine im at my house'

Jamie: 'Y you there arnt you still in school?'

Jane: 'Yes but I was at nether more last night and I am fine'

Jamie: 'Wow I glad your ok'

Jane: 'Are you texting and driving?'

Jamie: 'No im mesaging and driving'

Jane: 'FUCKING STOP NOW!'

She stopped thank god I can't believe she was doing that and she wants to apologize ugh. I get ready but nothing special. She gets here in about thirty or forty minutes. I open the door she stands there for a little bit and then hugs me tightly

"I'm so so so sorry please forgive me." I stood there a little shocked.

"okay? Get off I'm not ready for this yet." She gets off me.

"Sorry I just really miss you." "let's get in your car I'm hungry." She nods, and we get in her car.

"So, where's your car?" "Still at the haunted house, I went to a friend's house." She cringes as she says "Marissa's?" "Hey don't be a bitch she's been the most supportive person in my life, unlike a certain person who left me." She opened her mouth I gave her a look like 'anything you say is going to piss me off' and she closed her mouth the rest of the trip was silent. We got to some fast food place and get some food.

"Hay so-" "Wait till I'm done eating." She tries to wait for me to finish but interrupts my eating. "Look I'm sorry, I totally fucked up when I stopped talking to you, I was being dumb. I was just surprised and didn't understand can you ever forgive me?" "Um... wow, I wasn't expecting a real apology." "Then why did you come?" "To be honest for the free food." She laughed. "Of course, I should've known." "Yeah." I laugh with her then she hugged me.

"I missed you. I wish I never separated us." I think she's being genuine.

"Well, thanks for the apology." I wrap my arm around her.

"Hey, do you want to go to a movie?" "Sure, but nothi-" "Nothing scary I know." "I'm not ready for you to start finishing my sentences yet." "Yet?" I feel the heat rising in my cheeks. She looks over at me. "Oh my god! Are you blushing?" "No." I cover my face from her and try to change the topic. "So, your spelling got better." "Yeah but it's still bad even when I use spell check. Nice quick change of subject." She turns the car on and leave to the movies.

"What do you want to see?" "Black Panther obvi." "Fine okay, don't ruin it for me geek. I don't care about the comics or whatever." "I make no promises." "Fine." We get popcorn and candy then head in the movie. I don't hold back my geekiness just to annoy her. After the movie we left to the car, I was still talking about the movie she seemed to have stop trying to interject. She just kind of smiled and listened.

"Jane?" "Yeah?" "I miss you." "I miss yo-" She came in and kissed me out of nowhere I can feel that I'm blushing hard. She pulled away.

"I... um sorry." "Is that why you wanted to apologize?" "No not at all it's just... that I've... always loved you." "W-What?!" "Yeah, I'm sorry I stopped talking to you that was dumb of me, but I've missed you ever since." "Well give me time to think I'm not sure yet." "Yes, ma'am!" I smile at her and she drives me home.

"What's our new phone number Jay or should I say Mimi?" "What! No! please don't start calling me that again." "But I like it it's... cute. I might make it a condition." "Please don't." "We'll see. Oh, look at that were here. So, what's your phone number?" "It's (XXX) XXX-XXXX what's yours?" "No, I'll text you if I want to hang out again. Okay?" "Fine." I'm just messing with her I will want to hang out again. I get out of her car and go inside straight to my room shouting high to my parents. Even though I haven seen them since... the other night I don't feel like talki-

"Jane? Can you come here?" Did my mom just call me jane? There's no fucking way. I go down the little bit of stairs that I got up and go to the living room.

"Yes?" "We love you and were sorry for any bad feelings that may have come from us acting like you haven't changed, we are willing to learn and understand if that's what you want." Omg, this is like the best day of my entire life.

"Why the sudden change." She starts to tear up and my dad started to talk. "Well, you could have died thinking we don't love you for who you are." "Thank you." I hug them both and we sat there talking about me for hours and hours I don't even know how long.