Secret Sin

The Story of Jane and Robin

Jane's P.O.V.

The day after the party

"Sorry I can't do this to Jamie." "What are you talking about! She treats you horribly like a piece of meat! She's a chaser, Jane. She just wants your body." "Don't talk like that about her! What the hell even is a chaser?" "Someone who goes after trans people because they're trans, but they don't usually see you as trans not really. That's why she keeps talking to you as if you were male." "There's no way." "Ask someone else who is trans. See you." He leaves because lunch ended. I don't really want to skip class, but this is important. I go to Pam's class.

"Can I stay here this period Ms. Jones?" "Sure, but why?" I whisper to her. "I have a trans question." "Okay have a seat." I sit and wait. She gets her class settled and calls me to her desk.

"What do you need?" "Have you heard of a chaser?" "Yes, why?" "I'm sure Marissa has told you about my girlfriend. Do you think she's one?" "From what I've heard she is." "But what if she isn't and she just seems like one?" "If she just acts like one that's still pretty bad to be in a relationship with if they don't really see you as you are. That's just my opinion." I sigh. "thanks." "No problem. Now I have a question. Do you think Missy actually cares about me?" "What? Of course, she does." "But I was talking to her about when she told me she loved me last night and..." "Hay no matter what she said she cares about you she's just not good with the emotional stuff." "Oh really?" "Yes, trust me."

A week later

Jane's P.O.V.

"Jamie I'm sorry but I can't date you anymore. You treat me too badly even if you don't mean to. I need someone who cares for me the way I am not just as fuck meat." "sa... Jane don't be cruel let's work it out." "You see that you don't see me as a girl just as a guy you can fuck when you please I can do that. And I'm sorry but I think this is just too big of a deal to work out." "Is there someone else. That's why you're breaking up with me isn't it?" "No that's not why." It's in your voice that is why!!! You sluty whore!!! Leave me you bitch go fuck yourself." She leaves stomping away. Good thing I met her at the park instead of anywhere else because that would have been more embarrassing. I head home and text Robin.

Jane: 'It's done'

Robin: 'huh?'

Jane: 'I thought about it a lot in the last week and I broke up with her and I want to date you'

Robin: ...

Jane: 'Robin?'

Robin: ...

I wonder what happened to him. Maybe he'll respond later. I wait but laying on my bed I start to fade and fall asleep.

Next Day at lunch

"Robin?" "Jane oh sorry about last night. My mom found me out because of my sister. So, she took my phone went through it and found some stuff not too their liking. So now I'm grounded." "What did they find porn?" "No, I wish." "Then What?" "Oh, you know Jehovah's witnesses every little thing is wrong." "Well do you believe in the religion?" "I'm not sure." "Well if you do you should follow their rules." "I guess. But anyways." "How long are you grounded for?" "I don't know yet. They haven't decided. It'll probably be a while." "Well, we can still date at school, right?" "Yeah of course! Oh, by the way, I don't have a phone anymore." "I can give you one, but it has no data, so you would have to be on Wi-Fi." "As long as I get to talk to you." "I'll bring it to you tomorrow." "Thanks."

Next day

Robin: 'Hi'

Jane: 'don't get my phone taken away!'

Robin: 'I won't'

Jane: 'better not'

Later same day

Robin: 'What you up too?'

Jane: 'Doing trig homework hbu'

Robin: 'Just thinking about you'

Jane: 'Really why'

Robin: 'Why else I'm always thinking about you'

Jane: 'Awwll sweet also a bit weird'

Robin: 'Yeah I know now lol'

Jane: 'Im just curious but what did they find on your phone?'

Jane: 'hello?'

Jane: 'Don't ignore me! If you don't want to talk about it just say so!'

Robin: 'Sorry I don't want to talk about it'

Jane: 'Good' I should sleep gn'

Next night

Robin: 'Hay jane?'

Jane: 'Whats up?'

Robin: 'I want to go on a date with you'

Jane: 'But how tho?'

Robin: 'Idk but I still want to'

Jane: 'Well your going to have to sneak out again'

Robin: 'Yeah but its going to have to be later like 10 or 11 I cant get in any more trouble'

Jane: 'Well lets do 10 so were not out super late'

Robin: 'Sound good'

Jane: 'I'll be there a little bit before 10 tell me if youll be able to make it'

Robin: 'where should we go?'

Jane: 'ill desied that if you don't mind'

Robin: 'that's Kool just make it good'

Jane: 'It will'

Robin: 'Oh obviously why would I even say that'

Next night

Robin's P.O.V.

I have no idea what to wear if she would have just given me a hint of where we were going, or an idea of what people wear to where we are going that would be nice but no it will ruin the surprise! Ugh, I need to calm down. She won't care what I wear I'll just wear something basic my black jeans and blue flannel. No need to over think. Okay better leave now.

A few minutes later

"Hi Jane c-can I kiss you?" she giggled and replied, "Of course you're my bf now!" "best friends don't do that?" I used heavy sarcasm. "well this best friend does but only for you." She came back with more sarcasm and then she leaned over and kisses me with her big juicy lips. She breaks away from the kiss. "I Hope we do more of that." "Me too." She smiles and drives off.

A little later

We step out of the car and I look over just realizing how beautiful Jane looks.

"Wow, you look so beautiful." She blushed. "Really? Thank you. You look pretty handsome yourself. What's wrong! Did I say somethi..." "No, I don't know why but that word just doesn't feel right it just gets under my skin." "Handsome really?" "Yeah." "what would you prefer then?" "I'm not sure." "I'll think up something for you." "Thanks." "Anytime let's go already." She grabs my arm and pulls me along with her.

"I thought you'd like this place it's a gallery for like underground artist." "What! Really? This is awesome thanks so much." We walk around for a while this place is amazing. "Huh, that one looks familiar" Jane giggles. "Yes, dummy its yours! Hello, robin wake up." "Mine you mean mine as in it belonged to me or as in it belongs to me now?" "It's one that you gave me?" "Really but how?" "Doesn't matter." "But it's vary bad." "it's really not. Come on let's go there's more date to go"