he created me ᵛᵐᵒⁿ

chapter 10

¤trust and understanding even if not everything made since Tae trusted his creator with everything he had and nothing could change that. It was his nature¤

Tae woke up a little panicky. He had a sinking feeling in his abdomen, one that didn't go away with a quick bit of food. He paced the hallway wanting to see his creator. Something was wrong and he could sense it, he needed to go into the study to see him.

But he was frightened. Namjoon said he wasn't allowed unless there was a lot of blood. He started to cry grabbing at his throat, which was tightening. Everything seemed out of control. He lost all hope of anything as he went to the door which Namjoon was behind.

He knocked once, twice, three times with no reply. He pushed the door open gently. It rolled aside and he was completely shocked. He now understood why he felt the need to go in the study. A strangled scream building deep within him.

Taehyung's vision went a shocking white. His mind freaked out as soon as he saw them all lifeless. He let out a started scream calling out Namjoon's name. The elder didn't come.

He closed the door while rushing out. He never wanted to see that slaughter house again.

The tubes that floated the jigsaw pieces where he was the puzzle. All of those people had to die to create him and that didn't settle right in his stomach. He felt genuinely light headed.

He ran to the bed and threw himself on it curling under the blankets for comfort. He waited until he heard the door open. His dark and deep thoughts coming to light and he ran for it.

As he reached Namjoon he threw himself across his chest letting out a little cry "I looked for you" was all he said.

Namjoon bewildered wrapped his arms under the boys arms as he was slipping onto the floor.

"Whats wrong Tae" Namjoon said looking down at the boy as he melted into a puddle of tears "you need to use your words so I know how to make it better"

"I looked for you because something felt wrong and you were not answering your door" Tae whined completely letting his weight fall against Namjoon.

"I was just taking a walk" he replied smiling down at his little creation, but the face he made made him realize something was off.

"I walked into your lab because I felt really bad..." he quivered "like I was being pulled there"

Namjoon looked down now displeased and a little angered that he didn't follow his instructions in a steady calm voice but assertive "What the fuck did I tell you? You think I set rules that don't mean anything?"

Taehyung was in more shock that he wasn't getting comforted, then again Joon was never the person to really comfort anybody, especially a dead one. Tae's breath shuddered as he tried to regain his breath from crying so much. His tears drying with shock.

Namjoon took a deep breath"You know what? I'm glad you saw that. Maybe next time you wont disregard the rules" He knew he was being harsh, but he was just so upset that he ignored his rules and ended up seeing something he tried to hide from the other.

He let Tae slide onto the wood floors. He looked up at Namjoon like he had just taken the ultimate betrayal. In his mind he did. Namjoon should know how he feels better than another. He had seen his body part donors lifeless when he himself shouldn't even be alive. It seemed wrong that he saw that, but that's why rules are placed.

Namjoon stood there glaring down the bridge of his nose at the pitiful being. Such a miserable sight to watch the monsters face curl up in sadness, its upper lip pulling back and nose scrunching up in dissatisfaction.

But he still loved him, the creature was his, his little pet-person-friend-thingy.

After Namjoon said that to himself he left the room and headed into his lab. He called his clean up crew to come into the back. Which they did. They cleared all of the bodies. He was planning on using those for further research, but he got rid of them for the sake of Taehyung.

It was a hard choice to make, but he did it anyways. The research is valuable, but Tae is more precious. He wanted to show him what he could be, and that he wasn't completely a monster on the inside.

He wanted to erase the bad and replace it with good. He left the study door open. No more hiding from him.

Raw, that's what the relationship needed to be. He knew Tae so well when Tae didn't seem to know much about him.

He cleaned the room of the filth and walked out into the hallway looking for the boy. He was curled up under the blankets of Namjoon's bed. It was cute. It was simple.

Namjoon flipped the edge of the blanket up and exposed his resting body to the different temperatures. After a moment he opened his eyes slowly and looked up at Namjoon. His sleepy eyes got larger. Thinking that Joon was mad at him for sleeping in his bed he quickly sat up and tried to get out of bed. Namjoon grabbed his wrist before he could escape.

"Please" Namjoon said looking into his deep chocolaty eyes "come with me"

Taehyung looked uncertain for a moment before nodding. Namjoon looked only a moment more before pulling him out of the bedroom and into the hallway. Tae feeling very nervous about what was going on with Namjoon. He was acting very strange and it was getting to his head.

Maybe he was going to taunt him with the bodies just to prove a point about following rules.

Namjoon started walking through the door and Tae stopped.

"no" he whimpered new tears forming in the ducts "please I'm sorry. I wont do it again" He said starting to pull back against Namjoon's iron grip on his wrist.

"Tae"

"no. I said I'm sorry" He said pulling back harder jerking his hand out of the grip, but before he could celebrate Namjoon grabbed his whole body. "let go" he struggled.

"Please" Namjoon said "trust me" He said looking at the creature.

Funny, he made him to be strong and capable, but maybe that is not what he needed. Maybe he needed a softy that had the power, but preferred not to use it.

"Ok" Taehyung croaked half dragged half walking into artificial light.

He crinkled his nose because the smell of sanitation cleaners were so strong.

The room that once held horror now looked like a normal science room. There were a few file cabinets and a few shelves that held glassware.

He blinked a few times looking around. It was only a few hours since he had last seen this room.

"I shouldn't have kept them here" Namjoon said "I got rid of them" he clasped his hands in the middle of the room.

"Got rid of them" Tae gazed uncertainly at the elder "I am a part of them... I should be the dead one" he said looking up and with such a pure intention.

"I sent them to a local cemetery. They should be at piece" Namjoon smiled sadly.

"I wanted to show you my real lab-study thingy" He gestured around "The real stuff that happens in here usually is just small experiments. I should have done the other stuff before I woke you up" he cocked his head to the side trying to get Tae to meet his eyes.

When he finally did it was of trust and understanding even if not everything made since Tae trusted his creator with everything he had and nothing could change that. It was his nature, like a child to a caring parent. But it was a different kind of feeling that Namjoon was feeling for the creature, more passion.

"I wont close this door again. You can come in whenever you want, but I still need silence" Joon smiled more happily that Tae didn't seem in complete despair.

"Thank you Joon" Tae said and this time Namjoon didn't tell him not to call him that.