he created me ᵛᵐᵒⁿ

chapter 34

  ¤Because I missed you¤

The door creaked open and all three exhausted boys looked up to see a wry Yoongi enter the room with trembling hands expecting the worst. It was a rather strange text from Namjoon and he was worried that Jimin had died or something. He looked at all three males sitting in a tight circle two on the couch and one on the floor. Yoongi noticed that Taehyung was reaching over Jimin to a little bundle. Jimin had his and Namjoon's baby.

"Yoongi" Jimin gasped barely a whisper of the name had the boy weak in the knees. Damn his heart was pounding so hard that he couldn't take it. Anger, fear, jealousy, love. He hated himself for admitting that he was truly, madly, deeply in love with Jimin.

"Come meet Hoseok" he smiled weakly "your son" Jimin weakly reached out a hand to the boy beckoning him to come near.

"Muh my son?" Yoongi stuttered and gripped the wall not trusting his stability.

"We'll leave," Tae said grabbing Joonie's hand and leading them to their bedroom "Holler if you need anything," he told the deflated Jimin.

The pair were in the bedroom both pressed to the door straining to hear anything and luckily for Jimin they were unable to hear anything other than a few murmurs. The boys were keeping their voice's lowered intentionally.

"Well, this sucks," Tae said "It's breakfast time" he whined and rubbed his tummy.

"It's 5 a.m." Namjoon whined as well "Let's try to get some more sleep" he suggested dragging Tae to the bed after turning off the lights.

"I'm glad Yoongi knows now even if he doesn't want anything to do with the baby. He has a choice to forget or forgive" Tae said "I hope he chooses to forgive"

"Me too baby, me too," Namjoon said pressing his head into the knob of Taehyungs spine becoming the big spoon. Tae reached behind and pulled Namjoon's big hand over his waist so he could clutch it. He grazed his fingertips along the wrist and arm making the hair rise up in goosebumps.

"I love you. Ya' know that right?" Tae said turning around so that he was facing Namjoon dead on. His fingers trailed along Joon's jaw that was littered with stubble because he hadn't shaved in a few days. He was breathtaking regardless.

"I know Tae baby" Namjoon chuckled "I love you too forever is not enough for my love" he whispered the last line.

"What do you mean?" Tae asked wanting to hear Joon's heart.

"An eternity of loving you would simply not be enough time," Namjoon said taking Tae's hand in his own warm one. "I want to wake up with you every day knowing that your smile won't fade. I want to fall asleep with you every night because you warm me and fill my tummy with butterflies" he spoke truthfully.

"That sounded like a really cheesy thing a teen would say," Tae said lightly "But I understand what you're saying" pressing their foreheads together. "So instead of being sad that there is only so much time for us why don't we think about our happiness in the here and now?" pressing a kiss to Joon's mouth.

"You're too perfect"

"Says the one who created this bad boy" Tae teased "Sexy brain" he giggled.

"You're sexy everything" Namjoon rebutted.

"You are too" Tae persisted.

They went back and forth until they were too exhausted and fell asleep with slight smiles on their little faces.

"Tae baby wake up"

"Tae wake up"

"Taehyung you need to get up sleepy head"

"Tae I swear to all that is good and holy if you don't get up I'm dumping ice water on your head"

"Tae I said I'm going to dump this on you"

"Tae Jimin left with the baby"

Taehyung's eyes shot open and he was ducking the pink plastic cup that Namjoon had dangerously angled over him. "Where are Jiminie and Hoseokie?" 

"Yoongi took him last night. Jimin left a note saying that everything was alright and wanted to be with Yoongi to make up for lost time" he said "he also said that he will send a baby picture every single day so you won't be upset and that he will visit"

"I only held him for like a minute" he pouted and took the cup of water that was meant to wake him up and drank the whole thing "So why did I need to get up?" he asked with a pouty lip.

"Because I missed you" Namjoon cheekily replied earning a slight glare from the younger.

"You could have just come back to bed. You need rest Joonie. We both do after last night" Tae said still snuggled in the quilt.

"I know but... I wanted to talk to you and stuff" he shrugged in the dim light and crawled into his side on the bed reaching over for Tae.

"Whats up buttercup?" Tae replied cutely.

"I've just been thinking for the past few hours about everything and the future with you and I just wanted to hug you" he replied.

"You don't have to ask if to hug me ya' know," Tae said pulling Namjoon into a bear hug bracing his legs on both sides of Namjoon.

"I know. I just get anxious sometimes" he admitted rubbing up and down Tae's back where their chests were pressed against each other's where they could feel their heartbeats aligning.

Tae pressed his face into the corner of Namjoon's neck "Don't be around me please" then to lighten the mood "remember when it was the exact opposite a year and a half ago?" he chuckled.

"Yea it's embarrassing" he whined.

Tae kissed Namjoon's lips "It's okay"

"Why?"

Tae kissed him again on the lips "Because I said so"

"You're strange" Namjoon concluded.

Tae kissed him a third time and it lingered a little longer "But you love me anyways"

"You're right" 

And this time  Namjoon kissed Taehyung with so much confidence it dissolved Tae's knees. He couldn't even escape. So he kissed back with much fever and passion as the man below him was. He wanted this and he needed this. The pale morning sun dashing orange, yellow, pink hues across the room through the windows.

"I want you to make love to me Joonie. Right here and now" Tae said with confidence. Probably using more courage than anything he had ever done in his life by just speaking those words.