he created me ᵛᵐᵒⁿ

chapter 40

¤it would be kinda awkward if I didn't¤

Two months~

Taehyung was sipping his iced tea on their back porch that evening. Little Hoseokie had left about an hour ago and Namjoon had left to wash the spit up from his hair. That little sweetheart could sure make a fuss.

The sun was setting into pretty pastel purples and pinks with swirling clouds coating the sky. From one side the earth was turning a darker shade of blue and the first hints of the night were approaching. While on the other side the sun was waving goodbye just like little Hoseokie did with the guidance from Yoongi.

He felt a warm hand on his shoulder and he looked back at his boyfriend who was freshly showered and looking handsome as ever. Tae pulled his arm to drape over his chest inhaling his scent that alway's seemed more prominent after a shower.

"You seemed so peaceful I was worried I would disturb you" Namjoon honestly telling him "You looked like a porcelain doll" his fingertip's trailing down the side of Tae's face causing a tickling sensation.

Tae flashed his legendary boxy grin and squeezed the elder's hand in reassurance before casting his gaze up at the sky that was darkening too quickly. When night came he knew that there was no going back today or even months ago, but he didn't regret it. He cherished it.

"Sweetheart I'm going to go inside. I'll let you have some alone time" Namjoon leaned down kissing his lover on the lips before stepping away and letting the screen down shut as quietly as he could. It was like Tae was in a slumber, or maybe in a daze. His own little world, his own future he was thinking of.

"I love you" Tae called out much too softly and much too late, but he knew Namjoon loved him back. He didn't need the constant attention, at least not right now in his mindset.

Suddenly he felt the urge to go to Namjoon, just to...he didn't know. Well, he did know, but he was scared. He left his little cozy chair in search of Namjoon who was currently washing dinner plates. Tae grabbed a washcloth washing over the high chair they bought for their house because Jimin and Yoongi dropped Hoseok off at their house at least twice a week for a couple hours at a time.

"I was going to do that Tae baby," Namjoon said from behind him making him jump.

"I wanted to help you" he replied.

"It was my kitchen night" he fake pouted sticking his bottom lip out like Hoseok does when he's about to cry.

Tae bounced his finger off the pouted lip tisking "Then I guess you'll just have to help me tomorrow"

Namjoon had turned the lights off and was clumsily making his way to bed late that night after spending way too much time watching his stupid law show. His foot struck the edge of the bed and he cried out grabbing his foot and falling on the bed making Tae bounce a little and giggle at the big child.

"It's not funny" he grumpily replied pulling back the quilt and slotting himself into the bed.

"It was a little" Tae defended rolling over until he was pressed against Namjoon's side "Do you remember that conversation we had a few months ago in bed?"

Namjoon's face flushed a deep red "Oooooh you mean that conversation" he said with a smirk. Tae smacked his chest "Not that one pervert"

He let Joonie fan himself off before he got too excited. The peaceful navy blue room settling down, Tae placed on Joon's chest.

"I think I want to tell you what our future baby will be named" Tae spoke and Namjoon lifted his head to look at the younger.

"You know you don't have to," he said running his fingers through his boy's hair.

"Well, I think it would be kinda awkward if I didn't" Tae fisted his hands in his sleep shirt.

"What do you mean?" Namjoon furrowed his brows looking for any sign.

"Well it would be awkward if I didn't tell you our baby's name," he said listening for Namjoon who only let out a sharp gasp before the room fell into more silence.

Namjoon sat up pulling Tae into a hug on his lap "You want to have a baby with me?!" he was grinning from ear to ear.

Tae pressed his forehead to the other wrapping both arms up and around Namjoon's neck playing with his hair. He was grinning too "Well" Tae looked cheeky "We already have one" he pressed one of his hands on his lower stomach.

Namjoon's mouth dropped and he looked down at Tae's still flat tummy and then back at his lover's face in awe before his face scrunched up and tears started leaking from his closed eyes. Namjoon pressed his head into the crease of Tae's neck sobbing out of joy as one hand traveled away from Tae's waist to cup the boy's hand who was protectively holding his tummy.

"I love you so much Kim Taehyung. I promise to be a good dad, to marry you, to love both of you" he said breathing heavely with his forehead pressed to Tae's shoulder while the boy was still straddling his legs.

Tae giggled "You don't even know his name yet silly"

Namjoon's breathing hiccuped "I thought you wanted a girl"

"he's a boy," Taehyung said confidently.

"What's his name?" Namjoon asked looking up to meet his eyes.

"Seokjin. Kim Seokjin" and Namjoon sobbed harder into Tae's chest.

end~