hanahaki

my dreams,

apparently,
i'm having
higher risks of
losing my life
and i couldn't help
but to think how
much i'll miss you.

and i cared
about your physical
and mental health
more because
i know that you've
gone through a lot.

you may not see
or realize this,
but i've always been
worried for you,
even though i should worry
about myself
more.

i just want to
ask you a little favor,
and that little
favor could mean
so much to me.

if you could
reciprocate
your love back
to me
so i wouldn't have
to risk my life
out here
just for the sake
of my satisfactions.

and i'm being desperate,
and being greedy for love,
even though i shouldn't
have find it out
in the first place.

and i'm sorry
for being like this
because it's
my only way of
coping.