hanahaki

love

two days.

aunt eunji is
already worried for me.
half of the petals
i've coughed have
withered.

and i'm so thin and so pale,
that the bones are already
defining my whole body.

i wasn't able to eat, because
it hurts.
i wasn't able to drink, because
it hurts.

everything hurts.
everything hurts physically,
and mentally.

and i'm being eaten alive,
it's haunting me so
much, that
i couldn't sleep.

you are the only person
who has been
occupying my
mind lately,
and i shouldn't
do that because
i've been vomiting
more petals once
knowing that
i'm still in the
phase of having
unrequited love.