Fate

Chapter 1

"Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of love."~Mother Teresa

Love:an intense feeling of deep affection.(n). We all do it at one point, find that person we "love". I didn't believe in love, or what it felt like to give love or feel love. That was until he came along. He redeemed me. He's the true definition of love, but most of all, he's mine. Cameron. Cameron Dunn showed me those things, he showed me a whole world that I did not imagined existed. One of the many reasons why I love him, why I now love the word love and too felt it towards him.

Love is something I want to stay as far away from as I can from. Love is trouble waiting to happen that I don't want to go through. Love is only something that happens in movies and books. This story is not a love story. This story is fate, and I do believe in that. Let's start from the beginning where/when I met him. It started when we were both sixteen years old. Me and my friend Jenna were invited to a end of the school year party his house. Half of the school was invited. When we got there, it reeked of beer and we knew it was trouble. Exactly what we were looking for. There were hot guys left and right. It was a perfect night to hook up with no strings attached. First stop, Leo Brown, captain of the football team , hot, and perfect for a hook up.

I unbuttoned my flannel to show a little skin, then got to work.

"Hey."I said.

"Sup." He responded.

I pull him towards me by the string of his jacket and whispered in his ear.

"Want to go somewhere private."

"Follow me." He whispers back.

He grabs me by the hand and we go upstairs. Cameron's house is huge. It has 5 bedrooms upstairs, not including the bathrooms. When we enter the room he grabs me by the hips, pushes me against the door, and we start making out. We switch positions and I start to unzip his jacket, along with removing his shirt; he does the same. He kisses my neck, I press his head against it. I feel his hand travel to my bra strap. I have butterflies in my stomach. Everyone thought I lost my V card, but I haven't. I make out with guys that's all. I guess this time I really was going to lose my V card. Leo unlatches my bra and it falls on the floor. I put my arms around his neck and kiss him. Then he grabs my butt and carries me to the bed. He starts to unbuckle his pants. My heart is beating out of my chest. Once he's done taking off his pants and boxers, he's butt naked. I look at him up and down and I'm actually impressed. He gets on top of me and takes off my pants and underwear. He then begins to put on a condom.

This is happening. I'm making "love". At least I think I am. Everything is starting, we are both naked. He's about to put it in, until the door flings open. We both jump out of the bed. Cameron looks at me then at Leo.

"Really dude...in my room on my bed?!" Cameron says.

"Bro I was gettin' some with one of the hottest girls" Leo says with a smirk.

As I lay there pathetic, Cameron tells me to get out of his bed. I stand up naked and confident with my hands on my hips. He smirks and picks up my clothes. As Leo walks out, the door slams behind him. Cameron is staring at me while I'm putting on my clothes.

"You're kinda creeping me out." I say as I put on my bra.

"Why are you throwing yourself at douche bags?!" Cameron says mid tone but mad.

"Who are you to tell me who to throw myself at. You're the one who dated like the whole cheer squad!" I say getting pissed off.

"Correction. I've dated every cheerleader but two." He says like he won the conversation.

I look at him, he's actually kinda hot. He smiles a genuine smile and we sit on his bed and begin talking. We asked each other's favorite color (his red mine blue) and favorite animal (both of ours tigers). Once we learned about each other we talked about everything we have in common. OMFG. What's happening?! I have butterflies and I'm just talking to a guy, that's not normal.

"I have to go." I say as I jump up.

"You have to go now?" Cam asks.

"Yea I'm sorry family emergency." I lied.

I find Jenna two rooms down with Mark Durban on top of her naked thrusting.

"Funs over. Jenna we have to go!" I say with a straight face.

"Wow Jess, way to ruin the mood." Mark says.

"Yea." Jenna agrees.

"Wow having sex at a party where everyone is doing the same thing. How original." I say sarcastically

"Jerk." Jenna says jokingly.

"I'll see you next week" Jenna says as she kisses Mark.

"Love you." He says.

"Love you too." Jenna says in response.

"Ugh." I say while making a puking face.

As we walk out the door someone, grabs me by the hand. It's Cameron.

"Hey I didn't get your number." He says with his cute smile.

I grab his phone out of his hand and type my number in.

"Bye." I say handing his phone back.

"Don't miss me." Cam says smiling.

"Trust me I won't" I say shutting the door smiling.