Fate

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

"The best thing to hold onto in life is each other."~Audrey Hepburn

As I get ready I have this sudden fright. Like I'm scared to go on this date with him. Everything around me is spinning. Am I in love. I love Cameron. What's happening?!

All of the sudden the door bell rings. I run down stairs to open it. My hands are so sweaty I can barely open the door knob. Once I get a grip I swing it open. When he looks up he smiles. It was like a scene straight out of a movie. His green eyes glimmer with the light hitting him perfectly. His hazel nut hair is shinny and perfectly groomed. He is wearing a plain white shirt where you can see the outlining of his abs. Paired other black skinny jeans and all black converse. I stand there stunned with a stupid look on my face.

"You look...wow." He says looking at me up and down.

"You don't look to bad yourself." I say nonchalantly but with an innocent smile.

"Come on we are going to be late." Cameron says grabbing my hand.

He opens the car door for me. "Oh why thank you." I say trying to be proper and cute.

"Your welcome my lady." Cam plays along.

"Where are we going?" I ask suspiciously.

"It wouldn't be a secret if I told you know would it?" He looks at me with his eyebrows up and smirks.

We arrive at his house. "What are we doing...?" I ask.

"Shhhhh... Grab my hand and close your eyes."

I maneuver around not knowing where I'm going. Finally we stop.

"Okay open your eyes."

It's...it's amazing. There are white Christmas lights everywhere. Laid out in the middle of the backyard there's a blanket and a picnic basket. I love it... I love him. We sit down and start to eat. It's packed with toco bell. This is literally the best date ever.

"You like it?" Cam asks.

"Couldn't have asked for a better date with a better guy." I say looking at him eating the strawberries.

"This is amazing."

"It took a few hours, but it was worth it if it meant winning you."

"Looks like you won your trophy."

He leans in putting his hand on my cheek rubbing it with his thumb. Then the next thing I know, we are kissing. First it's gentle, then Cam suddenly has this hunger. He starts leaning into me more and more. I lay on the floor while Cameron is on top of me kissing my neck.

"Cam." I look straight in his eyes.

"Looks like you don't know everything about me. Because I love you."

"You you have no idea how long I have been waiting to hear those words come out of your mouth. I love you too Jess. I love you so so much."

He continues to kiss me. He takes off his shirt smiling at me. This is it I'm going to lose it, and I wouldn't want to lose it any other way to any one else. I switch positions with him then I take off my shirt and bra. His eyes widen then smirks. Then he flips positions again. He starts to kiss my chest, breast, and stomach. He takes off his pants and underwear, and he helps me do the same. He puts a condom on. Then BAM. Gone. I'm no longer a virgin, and I'm no longer a person who doesn't believe in love. For I am in love, in love with him. He introduced me to love and what it feels like to give and make it. For he is mine and I am his. Cameron Moore, I love you.

"Love is not only something you feel, it is something you do."~David Wilkerson