*'~The forbidden Angel~'* [Editing]

Chapter 6.5~Special~

Chapter 6.5 ~JUDIAN'S POV!!!~

Though it was an uncomfortable and if anybody we knew, saw us, we were going to be dead. Yea, this pose will lead to misunderstandings. Good, good for us at this moment. But this was so tempting. Her face so close to me. I bent in and almost made her hug me. Almost. I almost kissed her neck. Again, almost. That's when I stopped. Hey! Why didn't you wince? Why didn't she wince like always? It was so dark, I couldn't see her face.

'Hey?' I whispered. I brought my face closer to hers. Hmm? I felt her sweet even breaths at my face. Hey...? Are you...?

Asleep, isn't she? I don't know why, but I laughed at it. How cute, isn't it? I rolled over to the other side of the bed and relaxed.

I sighed. What a day isn't it? Okay, so I even took off my shirt in front of her? No offense but she happens to be a student of mine! This shouldn't be called just a simple, plain old mission of mine ...And her mother almost made me her guardian! Wait... Why is this happening? Why is it her? Why is she...

why am I actually, getting so close to her?

I sighed again and got up. Maybe I should stay away from her for a few minutes... I sat down on the sofa and poured myself a glass of water. I sighed again. It was frustrating... that I couldn't NOT think about her. Heck! That cute little face. How she blushes every time I touch her. The first time I saw her, that new, refreshing face. The way she looked at me... And the first time she got close, at the school fountain. And what did I do? Start a water fight? They could have sacked me! And why did I not get angry on her?

I looked at her angelic face. Yea, because I thought it was too cute. That she held on me for balance... and we both fell. I grinned to myself. Ah! I sighed again as I noticed the face of the sleeping beauty. She was so cute. Every time when I am with her... Its relaxing... Those giant eyes, sparkling with hope. And the first time I heard her voice, it felt like a small child, not a teen.

I sighed again when I remembered I had to take off my shirt in front of her. But I think... there was something in her eyes. It was surprised I know, but there was something else too... Something what girls have when they see their favourite actor or something... I leaned my head on the back of the couch.

And the hug, she must be nervous. I mean she was cold all over, and she hugged so tightly. Even though I was forbidden, yeah talk about forbidden, to think like that, but it was good... It felt good. And when I began to get uncomfortable, she began to get so casual that I felt that even it was normal. For me! Sure I, who didn't have any girlfriend... Yea, its my fault, the girlfriend thing I mean... But there are some reasons...Uh! That's so stupid of me...

I looked up at her. She was different wasn't she? She ducked her head in her arms, and crouched into a ball. Must be cold. I got up and laid the sheets on her. I turned to go away but something caught my eye. I turned back. It was... her lips... So tempting. I, without thinking, bent in to kiss her. I smelt in the sweet smell, the girl's smell. I immediately wanted to kiss her. Stop! That would be so illegal... Right... I opened my eyes and looked into the angel's face. What was I going to do? I mustn't... I shouldn't... But I wanted to... I needed to, she looked so delicious. I must...control myself. I- lost it... But I shouldn't . I bent in and kissed her cheek. She was so ...good! Suddenly her hand came over mine and she held to it. Huh? Did she wake up? She ca-caught me? I struggled. My hands grew cold. Prison, Judian Brown. I gulped.

That's when I noticed her breath, it was still even. I heaved a sigh of relief. She was asleep. But she held on to my arms tightly. I took her hands, and removed them. But this made me snap back into reality. I backed up and plopped on the sofa. Yea, it's because I didn't sleep last night. That's why my head's messed up...Dude! I was planning the mission with her. That's why she must fallen asleep too. Ugh! I was thinking about HER again. I must stop right now. Or else I would want to do something crazy again. I closed my eyes. I must take a nap... Quick... Go to sleep, you dummy!

I woke up to feel something warm over me. I opened my eyes to see it was a quilt. Then I felt something soft at my head. It felt like a pillow. I began to raise my hand but it felt like I was holding something... warm... It felt like ... I sat up and saw that I was holding her hand. Melissa's hand. She was sitting at the sofa's foot, her face gleaming in the sunlight, eyes closed peacefully.

Okay... Right... now, WHEN and WHY is she down here? I instantly tried to let go. But she was holding on it too, and I was afraid that she would wake up. Um... When did I... she.. the blankets... and, and... When did I hold her hand?

'Oh, you awake, sir?' I heard her melodious voice. I looked at her and saw her smile at me, rubbing her eyes. But I couldn't smile, I was confused. I looked at her with questioning eyes. Geez...

'Huh?' She asked in that cute little whisper, with big widened eyes.

I raised my hand, and her hand, holding mine, and looked at her. The same instant her eyes met mine. She blushed and looked away.

'Ah, this... I uh... um... woke up and saw that you were on the sofa... I thought you must be uncomfortable. Then I noticed that you weren't even properly dressed. Your shirt I mean... So I got up to give you the quilt. As soon as I spread them over you... and turned to go... you caught my hand... and wont let go...' she lowered her voice, 'So I was waiting for you to let go... and I don't know when did I fall asleep... I... um...' she hesitated.

'So... uh, why did you not wake me up? I mean...' I felt embarrassed. Yeah, that was so manly... I am a nut...One stupid and tired nut who doesn't even know what is he doing while sleeping...

'Uh... You were sleeping, so I thought...'

'So what?' I got mad at myself. This was just two nights I didn't sleep, and that doesn't mean I should be in such deep sleep, even if it was for a few hours... 'So what?' I said IN her face, an angry voice. That's when I saw her scared eyes. I calmed down in a second. 'I mean, you shouldn't have slept on the floor... And I was... wh...' I didn't understand what to say.

'I am sorry...' she said in a tiny voice.

'No... I am sorry, it was my fault.' I raised my hand to gently pat her head. That's when I noticed that we were still holding hands. I looked at her face turning red. We both let go. I turned my face away.

'Lets go back now...'

'A-and...?' She paused. I turned.

'I mean, our j-jobs?'

'Well, the act ends here! We are no more um...the couple you know...' I said not so cheerfully, I don't know why...

'Yea...' Her voice was strange... I couldn't make out if it was sad or not...

'Hmm yea...' I didn't meet her eyes. Looks like she didn't want it either... I don't know why... But this was... pretty bad... as if a dream was broken... I slapped myself, mentally... What are you thinking Brown? Snap to reality, its just you who thinks she is behaving strange... nothing happened last night, right?