sheik and the american √

ch.24 part1

Janes pov

I feel so stupid. I almost forgot that to this was the place he got food for me from. When he got the food.

Or if he even got any food. It happened more often than not. I just don't feel up to going back and eating the same food that I used to eat.

I can tell by the look on James face he wants to know what is wrong with me, but that he will wait until it's the right time for me to tell him.

Thats one of the reasons I am totally and utterly in love with him. He knows how much I am into him.

I can't wait until we have a wedding. I am secretly already planning everything in my head.

Hey! When the time comes I want to be ready. I want to have everything nice and make no room for disasters to happen. I already have enough disasters happening in my life. Not like I need any more.

He opened the door and stretched his arm out so that I could rest my head on his shoulder. I was thankful for that. I know that I can trust him with my life.

"He used to get food for me here. I haven't been to this place since, haven't had there food. I don't want to even think about what he may of did to the food when he eventually gave it to me."

He nodded and said that it was ok, and we could just stop at McDonald's for a bite to eat.

I knew that he was being nice when he said that it was ok. I hurriedly drove to McDonald's so that we could get something to eat.

We were both really hungry by the time the food got to us that we barely took the time to eat it.

I prefer Sonic over McDonald's but it just so happens that the nearest Sonic is a long way away from where we are. We wanted to eat something fast so why not just get the closest thing?

You know what I mean? Food is food anyway. It just depends on how good it is.

If it is good.

After we were done eating neither of us wanted to go back to my parents. We would probably have to do a lot more talking. Right now I didn't feel like talking.

We went to the park. We walked around for a little bit before we just started to swing on the swing set. I missed the park. I had fun when I was here.

It was like I could be free, while being safe. That was a good feeling to have. For me anyway. Not sure how other people would say going to the park felt like.

"This is nice. Being away from the palace and just being free.", I looked over at him and saw that he was enjoying it as much as I was.

We were alike in a lot of ways, yet different in a lot of ways too.

But at least we were getting to know each other a little better. We could be able to know when the other one was truly happy, and not just faking it.

"Yeah. It usually is always peaceful here. It gives you time to think and things to do." I know that may seem a little strange. It's just the way i feel. I will always like found to the park, but I won't go if I don't have someone with me.

Someone that I can trust. Someone that would understand when I didn't want to talk, and wouldn't pressure me into talking.

"It's nice being here with you. I love you so much. That scares me. I have some people who think that I shouldn't be able to become a king. I don't want to let them take you. I wouldn't be able to live without you. I want you to know that Jane. I love you and I don't want you to get hurt. So if you don't love me enough to trust my life into your hands then I'll go. But I wont stop thinking about you."

Why is he so cute all the time?

" I love you so much James. I don't care if I get kidnapped. You'll be there for me ,that is all I want is to know that you'll be there with me for the rest of your life. I will spend the rest of my life reassuring you that I can deal with your flaws. That we can be part of a team. We already are a team. Noone can stop my love for you, noone can make me go away from you. I love you. I will never leave your side willingly." That seemed to make him happy.

I understood him. Everyone needs reassurance. It's part of who you are. If you were tough then you wouldn't be able to love.

Everyone needs to have a happy part to their lives. Everyone needs someone to lean on. If I have to lean on James then I will. If he needs to lean on me then I'll let him.

He means a lot to me and he knows it.

Then as I look deeper into his eyes I realize that I don't belong here anymore. I need to go back to Arabia. I want to go back. I made a new home there. I don't have anything else to do here in America. Might as well go back to where I can be useful.

I should probably stay for tonight. Just so that I will be able to get things on the right track by the time I leave again.

"James can we go home tomorrow? I just don't feel like I believe here anymore. I belong with you. And with you comes a country full of love that you love. I think that I could learn to love it as my own." He seemed surprised but gave me a wide smile. He was happy that i was gonna come back to him. To where my home is.

" Yes we can. I love that you are calling it your home now. I belong with you too. We belong together, I've known it for a while. I want you to know just how much you mean to me. I will do anything to make you happy. "

He reached over and tangled our hands together. By the time we got home it was already past lunch so we just went in. It was a little quiet so we decide to be quiet and just make a quick sandwich to make up for what we didn't eat for lunch.

Everyone was already at work when we went up to our room. We decided that we would wait till dinner to tell my parents that I was going to go back. Back to where I belong.

I know that they wont nearly understand why I want to go home sooner than planned.

But they would need to come to the truth soon.

This hasn't been my home for a while.

121pg.-p

A/n. I dont think this story will go far. I want to continue but it's like I'm just continuing for me. I started this story so I could be happy. But I am not happy right now. I don't know when I'll continue it. Maybe I won't.
Sorry if this was a waste to some of your guyses time.