sheik and the american √

Ch.25

I'm starting to think that this needs to come to an end sometime. It will. It's just I don't have a ton of ideas on how to end it in a way that y'all would like.

Still on Jane's POV

I don't really know what entirely to ask him. I think I already know a lot about him anyway.

I know that I have some questions that I feel like need to be known. Like if he has ever thought about someone other than me. You know the real questions. The how he became the way he was and what his favorite memory was.

We got to the airport and I didn't really have just one question that I wanted to ask him. I didn't want to make any awkward mention happen between the two of us. I want is to be like friends, the kind that never leave you even though something bad has happened that neither of you can change.

Everyone has a secret. Sometimes it gets uncovered , but others it's not found out until the very end. That's what I want to know. The secret where they can't tell you, because they're scared that it'll ruin you.

It might. It might not. Guess you won't know until it's out in the open. Then when it is you have to put yourself in the other persons shoes, try and find out why they did it. Maybe it was a rush that they wanted to have. Maybe they just wanted to know what it felt like. Or maybe they did it because they wanted to be seen as cool.

Everyone wants to be someone. It's not until after highschool that they realize that they always were someone.

It just take some time to recover. I know that after I got kidnapped or whatever I thought that noone would ever look at me the same. I was scarred both mentally and physically. Something can be fixed, but when there is a scar left behind, it gets harder to forget the pain you used to have.

Some things can be erased ,but others you cant. Sometimes you have to deal with life, and hope that it gets better. Sometimes it does others not really.

I think that I can tell James anything. He will listen carefully and take everything in. I hope he can love me the way I love him.

I already know that he won't hate me for what happened in my past. I know that is why I love him as much as I do.

I wonder if he is keeping anything from me. He probably is, I know that it takes time for people to say something about their past. If it is something really bad then it takes them a lot longer to come out with it.

I guess that proves that somethings are better left hidden. So instead of doing the questionnaire that was supposed to happen I ... Kinda sorta fell asleep on the plane.

Not really my fault I was actually tired and didn't want to remember my family and my problems that come up whenever I am around them. I love my family, im just not on the best of terms with them.

I don't want to stir up bad memories so I think about James and what our future may hold. I wonder if we will go on dates, if we will snuggle up to each other. If we will be a family together. I hope we will be able family. I really love him and I don't mind being a mother, I welcome it. As long as I am around him and we're happy being together...then we will be together for ever.

I want a forever with him. As soon as we get more comfortable at the palace I will tell him what I want. I hope he agrees with me. I hope that he too wants to be a part of my family.

We can make our own family. I think that I'll like that a lot. We can be together forever. I drift asleep on the plane and have wonderful dreams about what our future will hold.