Life Is A Map With No Compass, 5SOS

Part 10, boo you.

> this is going to be when Lindsae and Izzy become a lot closer. Sorry if it's a bit triggering. I'll tone it down as much as I can, I love you guys.<

>_Lindsae's POV_<

After the show was a meet and greet with fans. I know none of them would want to talk to me but it's nice not being the excited fans as meet and greets. Watching their faces light up when they meet there idols is amazing.

It was about 10minutes into it when someone came up to me.

"Oh my gosh!!! Lindsae it's you! It's been like forever. You a fan of 5sos?" Fxck. No. Not her.

It was Megan... She was one of my best mates in high school. We were really close. We were both 'emo' if you will so didn't have that many friends. Yes I did self harm as a teenager. As did she. I was always very secret about it though, always hiding my scars. She wasn't. In the middle of lessons she'd show me he'd scar filled arm or asked to borrow some makeup to cover them up.

"Oh hi Megan, um yeah, I'm part of there crew. Sorry I've gotta go. Tweet me sometime." Then I rushed off to the other side of the room.

"Hey lil. You ok, you look like you've seen a ghost." Mikey said to me. He was so kind and caring. He was amazing. I had seen a ghost. I ghost of my past that I wanted to forget.

"Um yeah I'm fine, long day."

"Oh ok, hey do you...."

"Mikey Mikey come over here!!" A fan said. As he was walking away he mouthed 'talk to you later' to me.

I stayed in the same spot for about 5minutes until I saw something I really didn't want to... Megan was flirting massively with Mikey. Enough was enough. I ran back to the bus, almost in tears.

>_Izzy's POV_<

At the meet and greet I was stood at the back of the room just texting a few people and making a few tweets.

@izzyWorsnop- love watching meet and greets happen. You guys are always so happy. @5SOS #meetamdgreet x

Me to Joshy Franceschi

This meet and greet is so much more crazy as your ones. These fans know how to get the attention of the guys!x

Joshy Franceschi to Me

Haha hope your having fun! Gtg getting food with the guys x

Me to Brother Danny

I miss you metal head.xo

Brother Danny to Me

Stop being gay Izzy, but I miss you too. See you soon xo

Austin bear to Me

Hey, how's life with a pop band?x

Me to Austin bear

Surprisingly good, not as crazy at rock tours though. Miss you x

Austin Bear to Me

Miss you too x

Before I could reply I saw Lindsae rush out the door. I saw someone flirting with Mikey, I could tell Lindsae liked him, and that he liked her. She looked so upset...I followed her back to the bus. She was in the back lounge crying.

"Lindsae..." I said poking my head though the door. "What's up?"

"Come in izzy. Um well it sounds stupid..." I sat next to her crossing my legs. "But, wait you won't tell anyone..."

"I'm amazing at keeping secrets."

"Ok thanks well I really like Mikey...and that girl who was flirting with him. Yeah she was my best friend in high school. We were only friends because no one else wanted to be friends with us to be honest. Anyway seeing her easily just walk up to him and start flirting... It made me sick. She was always better at stuff like that than me. I mean I didn't even go to prom because I was to afraid. I only have confidence now because of Oli... Hannah's fiancé. I'm sure you know him. Took me on tour, I met new people all the time. But seeing Megan... It brought back so many memories..."

"Like what?" I said, I felt so sorry for her. I've always been pretty outgoing (Worsnop trade) but I do know how she feels kinda. when I was about 16 my social anxiety got really bad. It was hard to leave the house without having a panic attack.

"Well as you might have guessed, I use to self harm. And seeing her. Just all my bad thoughts came rushing back to me. I didn't even know what to say to her..."

"You are clean though right?..."

"Yeah yeah. I have been for at least a year, maybe more. If was just hard to see her though you know what I mean. Did you ever..."

"Yeah yeah I get you. I use to as well. Seeing people from your past always brings back memories. You've just gotta learn to live with it. And luckily in this line of work, no people from my past really pop up."

"Thanks izzy."

"For what?"

"Being here. rushing after me. I'd still be crying if you weren't here."

"No problem dude. I know how much better I feel after talking to people, so I thought I'd try and be the person people talk to. I see I did a good job." I said with a smile. "Come on, I think we should go teach this girl a lesson."

"Yeah, oh and izzy."

"Yeah?"

"You do know Calum is head over heels for you? I heard Mikey and him talking about you."

"What. Really?" Oh my god. Well... This was a lot to take in. I guess that's why he goes running with me. And why he gave Josh a dirty look. Woah.

"Come on Izzy. Why wouldn't he like you? Look at you! You've got the amazing figure, beautiful eyes, an amazing personality and what guy doesn't like a big pair of boobs?"

"Oh my god Lindsae! Thank you. I can tell we're gonna be friends for a very long time. And FYI, I'd kill to have your body. It's shit being short."

"Come on, let's go back to the meet and greet." She said as we walked out the door.

For the rest if the night Lindsae and I were laughing in the corner. Megan tried to join in our convocation but we didn't let her. I kept noticing Calum and Mikey looking over to us and smiling, feels.

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