Life Is A Map With No Compass, 5SOS

Part 16, I miss you

>this part will be happier<

~two weeks later~

>_Beth's POV_<

Living with Calum is so hard at the moment. Luke and I felt bad every time we acted couple like in the slightest. Calum was taking this break up hard. I mean it was only 3 days but I think he really liked izzy.

"Calum..." I said knocking in his door.

"Go away." He said back.

"Calum you need to get up. You've got band practice." Luke came behind me and kissed my shoulder.

"Tell them I'm sick."

"Trouble is we know you're not dude." Luke said.

"For fucks sack. I'll go!" He said storming out his room and to the bathroom.

"You're acting like a spoilt teenager Calum!" I snapped.

"I'm a 19 year old who's in a world famous band Beth! I am a fucking spoilt teenager!" He said slamming the door.

"Fuck you Calum!"

>_Hollie's POV_<

Ashton and I were strong. Like really strong. It really hadn't been long but we were just... It's hard to explain.

You know there's that theory that twins can feel each other's pain, or when each other is upset. Well that's what Ash and I have. Like when I was upset for some silly reason and he was out, the second I stared crying he called me. He asked me what was wrong and that he could feel it. It's crazy but true.

"I've gotta go to band practice baby."

"Ok," I said not looking up from my phone "oh yeah!" I said grabbing my car keys, ash couldn't drive...

"Thank youuuuuu." He said kissing me.

We walked in to Lindsae's house to see the others already there. Luke and Beth were laughing at something in the kitchen, Mikey and Lindsae were setting up some amps in the living room and Calum was sat on the sofa staring at his phone.

"Hey Calum, you alright?" I said sitting next to him.

"Um, yeah. Just a bit... Look... Guess she's taking it better." He showed me Izzy's Instagram feed. I'd already seen it but looked anyway. If was full of photos of her with the of mice and men and bring me the horizon guys. Either sight seeing, partying, them playing there shows or just sefils. She was smiling or making a stupid face in all of them but you can't help be see the lifeless eyes...

"Calum just stop looking, unfollow her." I said passing back his phone.

"I can't...I miss her..." Then I just hugged him. He needed it.

>_Lindsae's POV_<

Everyone was here and myself, Beth and Hollie were watching the guys practise. I have to say it was an awkward session. The last couple Calum just didn't turn up but he was here today. He wasn't himself. He was singing with so little emotion and kept checking his phone...

Mikey and I were doing great though. We still weren't official which I was happy and not about. I was happy because we didn't have all the fans going crazy, we had time for us without loads of drama. But I wasn't so happy because the last time I was in a relationship it was also with a band member. Not Matt from You Me At Six, he was um yeah we weren't official. But before him I was with Alan Ashby from OMAndM. We dated for about a year and a half and became official after a year. We were good until we went on a really long touring schedule. Then we decided to part ways.