Life Is A Map With No Compass, 5SOS

Part 21, The Road

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~2 weeks later~

>_Izzy's POV_<

The road. Street signs, so many street signs, Pass me by every night. Hell bound, but I wanna be home now. I wanna go home, I wanna sleep in my own bed. I want a normal life again, is this the end?

I wanna sleep next to my superhero. I want to wake up and see him laying there, not just a pitcher of him on my wall.

I got out my bunk and headed to the main lounge to see no one there. I was first up as normal. I got some water and a banana then just went on my laptop for a bit.

"Hey Izz-y." Austin said yawning, sitting opposite me.

"Hey." I said not looking up from my laptop.

"What ya doinnnnnnn'?" I said trying to get my attention. I spun my laptop round to show him. "Not again." Then I spun it back round.

"I miss him." I was on the #calumhood tumblr tag... Don't judge me.

"Read that letter then."

"I don't want to, but I do..."

"How do you mean?"

"Because I miss him so so much, sometimes I can't even breath. But what if I miss him more after I read it? But then if I don't open it does that mean I don't miss him enough? Ugh this is so confusing!" I said putting my head in my hands.

"I don't know what to say Izz. Do the following of the heart thing." He said getting up and walking to the back lounge.

>_Beth's POV_<

"Calum's got loads and you still love him!" I wined to Luke.

"That's different. Calum's a dude. You're beautiful just the way you are!"

"Just another little one. Pleaseeee! It's already booked, Lindsae said her sister is amazing at it!" Lindsae's sister was tattooing Lindsae in a couple days and wanted to know if me, Hollie or izzy wanted one as well. Hollie said she doesn't want tattoos just yet, izzy is on tour and I just wanted another little one.

"What do you want done then?" He said wrapping his hands around my back.

"Well on my lower back, where you're hands are, I want a little dandelion with the bits blowing off because of the wind and then they turn into birds. And I want that because when I was little grandad told me that when ever two parts if the dandelion flew off at the same time, a fairy was getting it's wings." I said smiling at him.

"Ummm. Ok. Just remember I think you're beautiful..." I broke him off by kissing him.

"Thank you thank you thank you!" I said while kissing him.

"Promise me one thing though?" He said looking into my eyes.

"Don't get as many as like izzy, I still want to see your skin. Nothing against her, I'm sure Calum digs her tattoos. I just..." I could hear the awkwardness in his voice.

"Baby don't worry. I'm not gonna go tattoo crazy. Izzy's tattoos look great on her, but try imagining me with the words 'Until The End' written across my shoulder blades or a Phoenix on my leg."

"Yeah I know..." He said kissing my forehead.

>_Hollie's POV_<

As normal, I was sat at my iMac editing...

"Hollieeeeeeeeeeeee."

"Ashtonnnnnnnn."

"Hollieeeeeeeee. Hugs." He said walking up to me with his arms wide open. I went up to him and hugged him. It felt like we didn't do it enough. One of us was always working, we hardly saw each other it felt like.

"Let's watch a movie." I said walking into the kitchen making pop corn.

"What do you wanna watch?" He shouted from the living room.

"Umm... I don't know. Just choose a bunch." I walked back though and saw every Disney film in the apartment across the floor.

"I couldn't choose..." I said looking up at me.

"Let's start with....this!" I said picking up The Lion King.

"I love you Hollie." He said was we sat on the sofa together with blankets.

"I love you too Ashton." I said kissing his nose.

>_Lindsae's POV_<

Beth and I were travelling to go see my sister today. I hadn't seen Hannah in ages! I couldn't wait.

"Hannah!" I said walking into to her studio.

"Lindsae!" She said stopping her tattoo and running up to me.

"Hannah?" Oli said still laying on the chair.

"Oh shit yeah, sorry Oli." She said sitting back down and picking up her tattooing gun.

"Oli seriously, you're not going to have any room left."

"That's the plan." He said grinning at me. He was already covered in tattoos, at 27 years old.

When Hannah finished up with Oli she did Beth's first. She was wincing so much! She had just watched Oli get his back tattooed without flinching, and was now close to screaming with hers.

"OMG thank you so much!" She said looking at her new tattoo I'm the mirror and hugging Hannah.

"No problem. Right Lindsae, you're up!" She said as I sat on the chair. She'd already draw up my tattoos. She stared with my wrists. On my left wrist I was getting a small black 'No Entry' sign with the word no under it. And on my right wrist I got the same no entry sign, just with the word entry under it. They were for me really, about how I've fighter against self harm and how I'm never entry in my body with a blade again.

My second tattoo was a pair of wings on my shoulder blades with a music note between them. The music notes meaning is, well music. And the wings has a wired meaning kinda, I just thought it up one night. You no how you see birds flying towards sunlight. Well that's like them succeeding isn't it? Their flying into their spot light. I got the wings done because I feel I still need to fly into my spot light.

>I hope you liked this part :3<